
Labels: book, brokenheartedness, love, poetry
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TONIGHT I CAN WRITE
Saturday, September 15, 2007 ![]() "Tonight I Can Write" By Pablo Neruda Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example, "The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance." The night wind revovles in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms. I kissed her again, and again under the endless sky. She loved me, sometimes, I loved her too. He could one not have loved her great still eyes? Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture. What does it matter that my love could not keep her. The night is starry and she is not with me. This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance. My souls is not satisfied that it has lost her. My sight tried to find her as though to bring her closer. My heart looks for her, and she is not with me. The same night whitening the same trees. WE, of that time, are no longer the same. I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her. My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing. Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses. Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes. I no longer love her, that's certain,but maybe I love her. Love is short, forgetting is so long. Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer and these the last verses that I write for her. Labels: book, brokenheartedness, love, poetry Thursday, September 06, 2007 ![]() Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen f rom our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
Saturday, September 01, 2007 ![]() ASHES the ashes of your letters i burned them all earlier but the featherwieght ashes, they stayed here. piled up like a dwarfed hill i contemplate and wonder: as your love letters for me turned into gray ashes, will so your unforgettable memories of me? the strong wind blew going towards my direction the ashy particles blinded my eyes... temporarily blocking my sight... i rubbed my teary eyes so hard until it turned sore and red.... as i squinted and opened my eyes slowly i noticed a paper alluringly, waving at me... i realized, 'twas a torn part of your letter it escaped being transformed into ash clearly, i could tell its your familiar handwriting, in there it was written, "you will always be in my heart." Labels: love, pain, poetry, things
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obstacles VS faith
![]() "We are all painters of our lives- we choose the colors, brushes, & strokes, just as we choose which perspective to depict. our lives and our stories becomes our masterpieces"
Thursday, August 23, 2007 ![]() doubt sees the obstacles. faith sees the way. doubt sees the darkest nights. faith sees the day. doubt dreads to take a step. faith soars on high. doubt questions, "who believes?" faith answers, " i." Saturday, August 18, 2007 ![]() "The Road goes ever on and on Down from the door where it began. Now far ahead the Road has gone, And I must follow, if I can ,Pursuing it with eager feet, Until it joins some larger way Where many paths and errands meet. And whither then? I cannot say.." J.R.R.T
Friday, August 17, 2007 ![]() A girl asked a guy if she was pretty.. he said "NO." she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.. he said "NO." she then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.. he again said, "NO." she had heard too much she needed to leave. as she walked away... he grabbed her arm .... and asked her to stay.. he said , "you're not pretty.....you're BEAUTIFUL ...." he said, "I don't wanna be with you forever.. I {{NEED}} to be with you forever.. he said, " and I wouldn't cry if you walked away.. I would {{ DIE }}.... Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ![]() spiritual reveries: THE GREATEST ADVICE Don't date because you are desperate. Don't marry because you are miserable. Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior. Don't philander because you think you are irresistible. Don't associate with people you can't trust. Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend. Don't dictate because you are smarter. Don't demand because you are stronger. Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough and know better. Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder. Don't sell yourself, your family or your ideals. Don't stagnate! Don't regress. Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back. Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right. Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking. Learn a new skill. Find a new friend. Start a new career. Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions. To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless. To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy. To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy. Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons. To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what you can be. Simplify your life. Take away the clutter. Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits and dangerous liaisons. Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty. Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family. Be true to yourself. Don't commit when you are not ready. Don't keep others waiting needlessly. Go on that trip. Don't postpone it. Say those words. Don't let the moment pass. Do what you have to, even at society's scorn. Write poetry. Love Deeply. Walk barefoot. Dance with wild abandon. Cry at the movies. Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you. You light up your life.You drive yourself to your destination. No one completes you - except YOU. It isn't true that life does not get easier with age, it only gets more challenging. Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love. Pursue your passions. Live your dreams. Don't lose faith in God. Don't grow old. Just grow YOU! When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give to someone is your time. Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves. God is good all the time! -- Rick Warren PRAYER: My Lord, in our days when life seems dull and tiring, remind us that you gave us this GIFT called LIFE. You said, our time is our life. we have to make the most of it while we are here on earth. and the key to make our lives flourish and for our hearts to feel alive is to live our lives to the fullest and to share our blessings to the unfortunate. we have to live every day as if it is the last day on earth. guide us and protect us and our lovedones. heal our broken mind, body, heart and soul. forgive us for our sins as we forgive those who sinned against us. we asked you this in your most precious name. Amen. Labels: poetry, spiritual reveries |
MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE. but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me. i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey. and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be. so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES. love, len DISCOVER ME: who is the lady behind the blogs? "I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important." ---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes" my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am. REACH ME if you want to get to know me better, if you want to share your thoughts, if you want to be my friend, don't hesitate: you can find me at ::EMAIL ME @ AOL:: :: EMAIL ME @ GMAIL ::FACEBOOK:: ::AOL IM: XLENDCX:: ::yahoo: YM:: ::MYSPACE:: PREVIOUS POSTS Life update Morning and Mourning Weeps 6 years. 2017 updates I'm getting married! ENGAGED! 3 years To That Person I Fell In Love With When the Timing... Beginnings Reflection: $100 PER HOUR DAILY DOSE OF ME my other blogs: in case, you're not tired of me yet =) ::GOOD THINGS:: life is all about appreciating the simple things ::YACKETY YACKS:: pinay chatter box: much ado about nothing =) CONTRIBUTIONS articles and works i've done for other e-zines through the years binibini.org: KEYCHAIN binibini.org: FAREWELL binibini.org: SA GITNA NG GABI HABITUATE fellow bloggers who keeps me entertained and sane ::ernie:: ::joyce:: ::eric ahn:: ::pammy:: ::champuru:: ::maldito/glenn:: ::mica:: ::tintin:: ::batjay:: ::rijah:: ::carol:: ::christine:: ADDICTION these are a few of my favorite things... ::louis vuitton:: ::ugg australia:: ::armani exchange:: ::h & m:: ::banana republic:: ::target:: PAMPER ME in this stressful world, i need relaxation. places i hibernate to and hide away from the world. here are some of my favorite spots. ::olympic spa:: ::pho siam thai spa:: :: raya spa:: ::japanese garden:: ::redondo beach:: FREQUENTS embracing life in los angeles: a day in a life in my shoes ::monte carlo cafe:: ::THE GROVE:: ::coffee bean:: ::barnes and noble:: ::starbucks:: GOBBLE GOBBLE [L.A.STYLE] food over matter los angeles style =) ::todai:: ::sanamluang:: ::hodori:: ::alcove:: ::portos:: ::mayflower:: ::tommy's:: ::roscoe's:: ::philippes:: ::thai bbq:: ::the pantry:: ::pinks:: ::koji's:: ::kabuki:: QUERRIES i don't know everything. so these are the sites i go to answer my inquisitive inquiries, obtain html coldes, and upload my pictures. ::google:: ::yahoo:: ::ask:: ::photobucket:: ::blogger:: ARCHIVES 03/01/2001 - 04/01/2001 04/01/2001 - 05/01/2001 05/01/2001 - 06/01/2001 06/01/2001 - 07/01/2001 07/01/2001 - 08/01/2001 08/01/2001 - 09/01/2001 09/01/2001 - 10/01/2001 10/01/2001 - 11/01/2001 11/01/2001 - 12/01/2001 12/01/2001 - 01/01/2002 01/01/2002 - 02/01/2002 02/01/2002 - 03/01/2002 03/01/2002 - 04/01/2002 04/01/2002 - 05/01/2002 05/01/2002 - 06/01/2002 06/01/2002 - 07/01/2002 07/01/2002 - 08/01/2002 08/01/2002 - 09/01/2002 09/01/2002 - 10/01/2002 10/01/2002 - 11/01/2002 11/01/2002 - 12/01/2002 12/01/2002 - 01/01/2003 01/01/2003 - 02/01/2003 02/01/2003 - 03/01/2003 03/01/2003 - 04/01/2003 04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003 05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003 06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003 08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003 10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009 01/01/2011 - 02/01/2011 04/01/2011 - 05/01/2011 05/01/2011 - 06/01/2011 06/01/2011 - 07/01/2011 07/01/2011 - 08/01/2011 08/01/2011 - 09/01/2011 09/01/2011 - 10/01/2011 10/01/2011 - 11/01/2011 03/01/2012 - 04/01/2012 05/01/2012 - 06/01/2012 06/01/2012 - 07/01/2012 08/01/2012 - 09/01/2012 10/01/2012 - 11/01/2012 11/01/2012 - 12/01/2012 12/01/2012 - 01/01/2013 01/01/2013 - 02/01/2013 05/01/2013 - 06/01/2013 06/01/2013 - 07/01/2013 08/01/2013 - 09/01/2013 09/01/2013 - 10/01/2013 10/01/2013 - 11/01/2013 11/01/2013 - 12/01/2013 12/01/2013 - 01/01/2014 01/01/2014 - 02/01/2014 02/01/2014 - 03/01/2014 05/01/2014 - 06/01/2014 06/01/2014 - 07/01/2014 11/01/2014 - 12/01/2014 02/01/2017 - 03/01/2017 05/01/2017 - 06/01/2017 06/01/2017 - 07/01/2017 09/01/2024 - 10/01/2024 |