Dear Tianshi,

6 longest years.
A lot have changed.
But what remains is the memory of you.
You have changed my life unexpectedly.
All that I am and all that I do now in my life is for you.
I wanted to go somewhere today.
But my spirit was too crushed to even get up.
It has been 6 years and yet the pain remains the same.
No one will ever understand.
Since last night, I've spent it weeping.
I thought I would have gotten used to it by now.
Perhaps not.
I Think you...not just today but everyday.
I missed you.
And how I longed that you lived.
We loved you but God loved you more to take you in heaven.
Sigh.
It still pains me to this day.
But your memory lives on.
I have changed entirely because of you.
Nothing will ever be the same after your passing.
But I will be fine.
I know you're there for me looking after me and watching over me.
I will make you proud.
I miss you Tianshi.
Be there for me everyday.
You will forever be in my heart.
You are my source of inspiration.


Love,
Me

posted by pinay freestyle @ 6:53 PM

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