awake
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
my head hurts but my eyes refused to sleep.
sleepiness declined to invade me.
thoughts of you linger in my head.
i didn't want to hang up.
i've been staring at the blank white wall.
i coul not get you out of my mind.
i could not sleep knowing you're not asleep.
i know you forced yourself to snooze.
but i know you're probably wide awake.
wide awake, thinking of me,
worrying, stressing...
missing me...missing us
wishing for things to get better.
i know.
because i feel the same way.
Labels: breathing space, love, space
BELIEVE
[note: i had a disheartening day today while waiting for another doctor's appointment. in between my deep sighs, i was able to scribble some writing, reminding myself to believe and to have hope. i hope it helps you today.]
B E L I E V E
there may be days when you get up in the morning
and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be.
that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.
there are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
but those are the times when you must remind yourself
to trust your own judgments and opinions,
to keep your life focused on believing in yourself.
there will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life,
and it is up to you to accept them.
constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.
it may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle
you will find a stronger sense of who you are.
so when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be.
because the challenges and changes will only help you t
o find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.
bottom line is how can you convince people
to believe in you when you can't believe in yourself?
believing is a magic that makes a dream come true.
keep believing. you can do it!
Labels: believe, encouragement, hope, life, life lessons
the saga of my heart
Thursday, November 08, 2007
not so long ago, my heart looked like this:
hacked into two,
slashed in the middle.
and easy as that,
it was broken.
my heart was rained upon.
it was cold.
it was hurt.
it was blue.
the painful heart continued to hurt. the first blow of brokenheartedness
created more damage.
it was torn apart
broken into little pieces.
but i tried my best to glue all the broken pieces back together.
it's a puzzled heart but it's a whole heart nonetheless.
out of nowhere. unexpected,
another heart joined my lonely heart.
never had i thought
he would bring this heart of mine
life once again.
needless to say, that broken, glued heart, eventually healed on its own.
it created a collage of many hearts.
many hearts i can share to the world
hopefully,
i can cure their pain...
i can give them hope...
i can make them love...
the same way, one person gave me hope to love again.
::thank you HSQ for loving me =)::
Labels: close to my heart, love
breathless
floating in the air...
flying like a bird...
butterflies in my stomach...
sweaty palms of my hand...
crazy sexy smile i can't get rid of...
i feel beautiful inside and out...
because you make me.
damn, it took this long to feel this way again.
having you (HSQ) there,
warming the cold nights,
holding my hands tights,
wrapping me in your strong arms,
you're just incredible.
you leave me breathless.
{i'll see you after lunch =)}
Labels: love
spiritual reveries: REVELATION
Thursday, November 01, 2007
"Kung sinuman ay na kay Cristo,
siya'y bago nang nilalang"
2 Corinthians 5:17
Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up;
do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the desert
and streams in the wasteland."
Isaiah 43:18-19
LORD,
you truly give things to those who patiently wait.
and you give it when we least expected it.
"hsq" said YOU gave ME to him.
what "hsq" doesn't know is that, i prayed for him. =)
i gave HIM to you, Lord,
to serve you and love you like i do.
then wonderful YOU,
you gave him back to me.
unaware,
he was in YOUR plans
to be in my life all through out this strange story.
who would have ever thought of that, really?
for the times, i doubted you
with your plans for me,
please forgive me.
for the times i failed to recognized
your efforts and have sinned
towards other people,
have mercy on me.
mold me, use me, Lord
so i can share your words of wisdom
and awesome LOVE to others who needs you.
what can i say?
ang galing mo talaga, Lord.
you're simply amazing!
and i thank you.
THANK YOU, my Lord.
Labels: love, spiritual reveries
