not so long ago, my heart looked like this:
hacked into two,
slashed in the middle.
and easy as that,
it was broken.
my heart was rained upon.
it was cold.
it was hurt.
it was blue.
the painful heart continued to hurt. the first blow of brokenheartedness
created more damage.
it was torn apart
broken into little pieces.
but i tried my best to glue all the broken pieces back together.
it's a puzzled heart but it's a whole heart nonetheless.
out of nowhere. unexpected,
another heart joined my lonely heart.
never had i thought
he would bring this heart of mine
life once again.
needless to say, that broken, glued heart, eventually healed on its own.
it created a collage of many hearts.
many hearts i can share to the world
hopefully,
i can cure their pain...
i can give them hope...
i can make them love...
the same way, one person gave me hope to love again.
::thank you HSQ for loving me =)::
Labels: close to my heart, love
he's uniquely special...
he adores batman so much, he collects them. ( you can add robin, too)
he's obsessed with "the rock. " ( the wrestler) - i swear he sometimes think he looks like him.
lol.
he's addicted to pool games. if there's a place you'll always find him, he might be in a billiard hall.
he speaks like a bloody crazy "lad" from scotland.
he throws the wickedest, funniest jokes...
he tries to never miss the parties. he's all over the place!
he attempts to be "healthy" and "works out" at the gym *wink. yet, eats like no other. but then he feels guilty and spends the rest of the hours running at the gym at 5 in the morning. what an irony. (sorry, i know wasn't suppose to burn you out)
his overwhelming credit cards are spent on diesel branded and fancy clothes. over the years, he developed his rocky, funky sense of style.
if you don't know it yet, he's all over the clubs/bars/ "it" spots in hollywood, LA , OC and now, SF.
he proudly claims, he's a "boobies" man.
he's the all time jokester, a real comedian...
and my gosh, ladies flock all over him because of his enticing charm!
but behind the crazy party animal,
beyond the lavish parties he goes to every weekend,
more than his hardcore dragon dancing, shaolin temple trained martial arts moves,
and his huge array collection of girls on listed on his cell,
RICK is a real deal SWEETHEART. he takes his time to fall in love.
he really listen to his heart.
call him, old school but he is really old fashioned with regards to matters of the heart.
and when he does fall for someone, he treats them like a queen and gives his heart and soul.
as a friend, rick is the one who will be the first person there when you're in an emergency. and one call is all it takes, even if it is one or two hours away, he's guaranteed to show up.
sometimes, it does not even have to be an emergency, he will sit there right next to you, he's just there, he will let you vent and cry everything off.
when a cad breaks your heart, he'll say, " he's an loser, an Ahole for not keeping you and it's his loss."
his cellphone is available 24/7. you can call post midnight, even when he is asleep, he will wake up and he will listen to your woes patiently.
in his chosen craft, he is extremely passionate. he betters himself everyday. even giving up going away from everyone he loves just to become who he wants to be.
whether it be a distinguished business man,
or well known comedian,
or a famous actor,
he persistently follows what his heart wants.
he believes in learning and perfecting his craft.
he netwroks with people who can help him improve himself.
and he works super hard.
i am confident he will make it big someday
because he puts so much love to everything he does.
but for me, he's simply codename
'papi' the only guy i know who keeps my secrets ( he better),
who listen to my hormone infested drama episodes (endlessly),
the one who texts me back right away when i text him,
the one who makes me laugh when sometimes, i just want to sob,
and who calls me
'beautiful' in my crappiest moments.
for that and more, what can i say?
i am just blessed to have him.
rick, sometimes, i feel thank you is not enough for all that you've done.
one day, when all this chaos is over,
we will party like no other,
explore the world like we planned
and expand our friendship through the years.
thanks for always being there.
my vow is to be there for you.
but be there for you MORE
when you need me the most.
i miss you, papi.
but i am sure you're meeting new peeps
who will appreciate the wonderful person
i got to know five years ago.
i'm just here...
now and always.
love ya!
enjoy your bday!
<3, LEN
Labels: close to my heart
needless to say, that broken, glued heart, 
