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so it's been about three weeks going on a month...
that's why i don't want to talk to him.
because he flirts too much.
and apparently, i found out, he calls everyone, "sweetie," too.
so he said he will be in town on the 27th of this month.
right now, i don't care.
text me all you want.
call me all you want.
i won't respond.
i can't be on the same level as the females in your life you flirt with.
i want to be in a pedestal.
Labels: men
sa mundong hitech na ito, bihira na ang liham na may selyo. siguro nga maria clara ako pero mas feel ko ang handwritten letters. ewan ko ba, feel ko lang mas may feel yung sinulat na liham ( kahit pa kinopya niya, basta sinulat niya at naglagay siya ng effort para sa sulat na iyon) na pinag-ukulan atensiyon ng manliligaw mo.
ang nakakaloka pa, hindi ko naman inexpect na makakatanggap ng liham sa kanya. darating na raw siya rito sa LA at ako raw ang una niyang pupuntahan. at kugn pagbibigayan ko daw siyang ligawan ako. at huwag mas maloloka ka rito, kaibigan siya ng dating kasintahan kong nanloko sa akin. eh kung sira ulo lang ako, gagamitin ko lang itong kaibigan niya para saktan siya.
pero hindi kaya ng kunsensiya ko. mabait pa rin pala ako. maraming beses ko na gustong maghiganti. subalit naniniwala ako sa karma. bahala na ang karma sa kanya. sa kin lang ay pinatawad ko na siya.
nakakakilig din no? para uli akong nasa high school nung una kong nakatanggap ng love letter. hindi na ako sanay masyado. sa pagkaconservative ko, naduwag akong magreply. alam ko namang darating siya eh.
"que sera, sera," ika nga. malay mo bigay siya ng Diyos sa akin. hehe. pero ayoko munang mag-expect. mas mabuting wala munang expectation. para enjoy lang lahat. lahat naman ng bagay sa mundo ginawa para mag-enjoy tayo di ba?
ikukukwento ko na lang sa inyo uli. eh. bahala si batman!
Labels: men, tagalog, things
girls flocked into his comments as i peeked at his myspace. and one of the ideal-est guy i have in my life, i realized, is slowly moving on with his life. he has met new circle of girls and temporarily, i am out of the picture. he rarely even call.
cemented feelings piles on top of each other. it surrounds me like a protective barrier. like many times in the past, i placed an emotional wall around me. it's my security blanket. it's my armored shield. no one can harm my heart again.
his girls, his flirty comments to them - and his alluring messages to me...are these merely his way to entice women to himself?
i don't know who do i trust anymore. i don't know who is real and what emotions are true. and seriously, i am as confused as ever. is he the same as everyone else, as any fake men who betrayed me with their greatest fascade?
i sit here,
i cogitate,
and i wonder.
*sigh*
i hope not.
Labels: men, things
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