girls flocked into his comments as i peeked at his myspace. and one of the ideal-est guy i have in my life, i realized, is slowly moving on with his life. he has met new circle of girls and temporarily, i am out of the picture. he rarely even call.

cemented feelings piles on top of each other. it surrounds me like a protective barrier. like many times in the past, i placed an emotional wall around me. it's my security blanket. it's my armored shield. no one can harm my heart again.

his girls, his flirty comments to them - and his alluring messages to me...are these merely his way to entice women to himself?

i don't know who do i trust anymore. i don't know who is real and what emotions are true. and seriously, i am as confused as ever. is he the same as everyone else, as any fake men who betrayed me with their greatest fascade?

i sit here,

i cogitate,

and i wonder.

*sigh*

i hope not.

Labels: men, things

posted by pinay freestyle @ 3:38 AM

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