[i got a short email from an ex of last year after i sent out thank you's for my bday. i didn't want to respond but i did. although i am leaving him anonymous...here's my response]

my dearest ******,

you know there are things i wanted to tell you.in my heart, there are unspoken desires. at present, i'm back to my party girl self but in the rare times, i come home and i am alone, i have to admit, i do miss you. but we both know i left that in our past where it is supposed to be. there is no place for me to discuss that in our present anymore because we could never be what we want to be freely.

but i just want you to know....if things were different... if i am not going to run over people's feelings...if i am not going to break people's heart along the way while "loving" you, there was no doubt in my mind, i would have no problem following my heart. i would have been there in your arms. because, i really loved you. for a while, i thought i would never feel that feeling again, and in that short span, in a quick wink of an eye, i knew i loved you.

but we can't force things. perhaps in that particular moment, we were meant to be. and sometimes, we just have to be thankful for that "little" unexpected moments. after all, it's the little memories that matters the most and those "someones" that we used to love.

and for that and more, i am grateful for you, ******. for that short time, thank you for reciprocating my love. and really, that is enough for me.

though, my world sometimes turns upside down, though i get my heart broken, though i will go through so much trials, but i know i will find myself. in this world of puzzle, love is an endless searching. i am hopeful, love will find its way to me. and i will be ready then.

i will be fine. in the right time, i will love again. for the mean time, single life is blissfully fun.

keep in touch,******


<3,
len

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