understand more--- most especially when it is difficult to do so...
be gentle...do it more when your temper is rising...
be kinder...keep the anger away from your heart...
be nonjudgemental...not everyone is perfect, you are not perfect...
be calm...when you're stressed out, pray...it keeps your nerves at ease...
be nice...even when you feel like being mean...control it...get rid of it...
LOVE...love more...love everything about him....
because he loved you for all that you are....
LOVE isnt always sunshine and roses...
but these are the times you should assure each other you love each other...
because if you love one another....
it is during these trying times you should stand by each other...
because it during these not so great times that you need each other...
it might be a test of patience and strength...
it might be annoying...
it might be hurting....
but stay there...
stay with him....
do not give up....
rise above the trials....
appreciate him more....
by doing this...he will learn to appreciate you as well.
LOVE can sometime be like thorns of roses...
but only when we get prickled by the thorns that we appreciate the beauty of a rose.
rough, rugged, and rocky: sometimes, my life is like toling a high, rigid, and stony mountain. its' intricate uphills and perplexing downhills can be wearisome. often, i disguise what i feel inside. in a crowd, i stand out as i fascinate them with my wit & humor. everyone laughs out loud. behind those convincing giggles, an artificial smile covered my hidden despair. melancholic sadness hides in my teary eyes. yes, i'm in pretention and no one is aware.
secluded, i seeked solace in my quiet solitude. despite my roaring strength and relentless perseverance, i'm gullible to moments of powerlessness and weakness. in my attempts to be numb and impenetrable, i slowly lose my stiff self. wimpy and frail, i sink low, drowning in my own ocean of glooming blues. there, i weeped my close-mouthed woes for hours.
my own life's telenovela is concealed. i guess, no one would ever see. no one would contemplate and know me completely. i wimphered my outcries privately. in fascade, i masked my deep sorrows. as much as possible, i kept my intriguing layers out of sight.
i'm like an onion. you have to peel off the layers to discover the real me. i might have chosen to be confidential and complicated . but i am a mere human. i can feel. i can see. i love. i give. i hurt. i forgive. i forget. i lament. when i am hurt, i sob my barrels of tears.
in my transitory quarantine, i found a reliable companion. though drench in my soggy tears, my fluffy, spongy pillow gave me soothing comfort. i hugged , i cuddled, i snuggled my saturated pillow so tight. dreaming and wishing, it was your strong arms wrapped around me, my pillow seems to warm me in my chilly nights.
only my wet soaked pillow heard when my heartaching agony is screaming. the painful heart
often ignored. the watery eyes often unseen. only my pillow will attest to the abundant tear drops i wailed over you as you said you are unhappy.
undisclosed, weeping remains hidden from a view. oh my...those persistent tears lurk on my pillow. casted, my woes extend into dark depression. unceasing & voiceless, i cry in unspoken still of silence. quietly, i mummed my unuttered prayer,
"my Lord, please provide me with vital stamina to sustain firmess in my times of frailty..."yet, you left. you claim that you do not make me happy. how do you know that? have you seen my eyes? my joyless tears remain unnoticed. do you feel what my heart is saying? it is aching. my mournful yearning was once again unsuccessful. yet and again, i am heavy hearted. downcasted, i drenched my pillow with tears as i force myself to sleep.
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