Friday, August 10, 2012
Unsent: Are you reading these?
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
Dear Dimsum,
Are you reading these?
Have you been getting my messages to you?
Are you getting my point?
Are you feeling my emotions?
I listened to your voicemail over and over.
And why do I feel as if you feel the same way, too?
The way you call me "Len-len," the way you paused in between sentences...
In those silence, I feel you but are my gut instincts true?
I'm so lost.
I miss you.
I miss our angel in heaven.
I'm empty.
And yet, I'm living.
I feel like my soul is dead
And yet, I'm breathing.
Someday, my life will have meaning.
Right now, I'm still searching.
Because somewhere between you and my son,
I've lost my heart.
And I just need to find it again.
Help me find it again....
Like always, I'll see you and our angel in my dreams.
God loves you.
So do I.
Love,
"princess"