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Beginnings
Tuesday, March 06, 2012
November 23, 2011
He cheated on me. The father of my child who died in my womb. And I'm scarred forever. March 2012. God is great. He gave me someone to lean on at the most difficult time of my life when I thought life is over. Let's keep him under wraps and name him HABIBI. He's amazing. More than I ever ask for. But I leave it all to God. He's the one who gives the happy endings.
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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE. but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me. i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey. and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be. so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES. love, len DISCOVER ME: who is the lady behind the blogs? "I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important." ---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes" my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am. REACH ME if you want to get to know me better, if you want to share your thoughts, if you want to be my friend, don't hesitate: you can find me at ::EMAIL ME @ AOL:: :: EMAIL ME @ GMAIL ::FACEBOOK:: ::AOL IM: XLENDCX:: ::yahoo: YM:: ::MYSPACE:: PREVIOUS POSTS Life update Morning and Mourning Weeps 6 years. 2017 updates I'm getting married! ENGAGED! 3 years To That Person I Fell In Love With When the Timing... Beginnings Reflection: $100 PER HOUR DAILY DOSE OF ME my other blogs: in case, you're not tired of me yet =) ::GOOD THINGS:: life is all about appreciating the simple things ::YACKETY YACKS:: pinay chatter box: much ado about nothing =) CONTRIBUTIONS articles and works i've done for other e-zines through the years binibini.org: KEYCHAIN binibini.org: FAREWELL binibini.org: SA GITNA NG GABI HABITUATE fellow bloggers who keeps me entertained and sane ::ernie:: ::joyce:: ::eric ahn:: ::pammy:: ::champuru:: ::maldito/glenn:: ::mica:: ::tintin:: ::batjay:: ::rijah:: ::carol:: ::christine:: ADDICTION these are a few of my favorite things... ::louis vuitton:: ::ugg australia:: ::armani exchange:: ::h & m:: ::banana republic:: ::target:: PAMPER ME in this stressful world, i need relaxation. places i hibernate to and hide away from the world. here are some of my favorite spots. ::olympic spa:: ::pho siam thai spa:: :: raya spa:: ::japanese garden:: ::redondo beach:: FREQUENTS embracing life in los angeles: a day in a life in my shoes ::monte carlo cafe:: ::THE GROVE:: ::coffee bean:: ::barnes and noble:: ::starbucks:: GOBBLE GOBBLE [L.A.STYLE] food over matter los angeles style =) ::todai:: ::sanamluang:: ::hodori:: ::alcove:: ::portos:: ::mayflower:: ::tommy's:: ::roscoe's:: ::philippes:: ::thai bbq:: ::the pantry:: ::pinks:: ::koji's:: ::kabuki:: QUERRIES i don't know everything. so these are the sites i go to answer my inquisitive inquiries, obtain html coldes, and upload my pictures. ::google:: ::yahoo:: ::ask:: ::photobucket:: ::blogger:: ARCHIVES 03/01/2001 - 04/01/2001 04/01/2001 - 05/01/2001 05/01/2001 - 06/01/2001 06/01/2001 - 07/01/2001 07/01/2001 - 08/01/2001 08/01/2001 - 09/01/2001 09/01/2001 - 10/01/2001 10/01/2001 - 11/01/2001 11/01/2001 - 12/01/2001 12/01/2001 - 01/01/2002 01/01/2002 - 02/01/2002 02/01/2002 - 03/01/2002 03/01/2002 - 04/01/2002 04/01/2002 - 05/01/2002 05/01/2002 - 06/01/2002 06/01/2002 - 07/01/2002 07/01/2002 - 08/01/2002 08/01/2002 - 09/01/2002 09/01/2002 - 10/01/2002 10/01/2002 - 11/01/2002 11/01/2002 - 12/01/2002 12/01/2002 - 01/01/2003 01/01/2003 - 02/01/2003 02/01/2003 - 03/01/2003 03/01/2003 - 04/01/2003 04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003 05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003 06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003 08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003 10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009 01/01/2011 - 02/01/2011 04/01/2011 - 05/01/2011 05/01/2011 - 06/01/2011 06/01/2011 - 07/01/2011 07/01/2011 - 08/01/2011 08/01/2011 - 09/01/2011 09/01/2011 - 10/01/2011 10/01/2011 - 11/01/2011 03/01/2012 - 04/01/2012 05/01/2012 - 06/01/2012 06/01/2012 - 07/01/2012 08/01/2012 - 09/01/2012 10/01/2012 - 11/01/2012 11/01/2012 - 12/01/2012 12/01/2012 - 01/01/2013 01/01/2013 - 02/01/2013 05/01/2013 - 06/01/2013 06/01/2013 - 07/01/2013 08/01/2013 - 09/01/2013 09/01/2013 - 10/01/2013 10/01/2013 - 11/01/2013 11/01/2013 - 12/01/2013 12/01/2013 - 01/01/2014 01/01/2014 - 02/01/2014 02/01/2014 - 03/01/2014 05/01/2014 - 06/01/2014 06/01/2014 - 07/01/2014 11/01/2014 - 12/01/2014 02/01/2017 - 03/01/2017 05/01/2017 - 06/01/2017 06/01/2017 - 07/01/2017 09/01/2024 - 10/01/2024 Current Posts |
