Jun called and said hello. Well, my question is, if a guys calls you more than three times a day, does that mean he likes you? And if he does like you, does he like you as a friend or more than a friend? I really don't know. I am kind of new with this l"liking" someone issue. I haven't felt loved for such a long time. It just seemed that every time I do get to "like" someone, I always have to find something negatuve about them so I would stop liking them. I have this tendency to push them away because I am scared to death to fall in love again that even if I find someone attractive and "nice," I would probably ignore them or the most I will do is give them "a little flirting" and then that's it. I move on. My readers might judge me wrong. But if you're coming where I came from with this whole "love" thing, you will probably know where I am coming from. I felt so beaten up emotionally that even my emotions are bleeding. And as I said, if the right guy comes along, why not? But at the moment, I am keeping my options open. So far, none of the "applications" impressed me yet that it's sweeping me off my feet. If I have one quality that I am looking for the MOST, it will be...hmmm...."he has to teach me how to love again." I think I lost the will to love. I yearn to love...but I don't think I knwo how anymore.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:18 PM
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