Monday, April 30, 2001
WHAT'S BEEN UP WITH ME........

--- Haven't chat for months. Part of me is reluctant to actually chat in the chatrooms. But ahm, I recently talked to some guy who I will name "Jun" from Sacramento and he seems so interesting. He has been calling me here at home actually and said, he "finds me interesting." I sent my pictures to him but I haveno idea how he looks like.

--- I was at a Gala Dinner at church last night and whoa, some cuties came. I was checking most of them out but then I recognized their faces. They used to be my playmates at church when we were young. Whoa, we all grew up maturely and CUTE. Well, we talked all night long...tried to catch up for the lost time. And while our parents were doign the chitchatting and all that, we decided to go to the sports bar at Staple's Center 9 where Lakers play at downtown LA). I had a few drinks but I didn't get drunk. There's one guy I am eyeing on, he's from UC Berkeley. I just thougth he was cute. That's not bad, is it? Good thing is, I will see them again on Sunday. They said, "they'll inspire mt to go to church."

--- Ignoring OJ....I don't know. After that Vegas trip, we drifted apart,

--- Janet, Sheila and I grew apart from each other. I don't know. I think even if things go back to normal when all of my friends kiss and make up, it will never be the same for us. There will still be that wall that create a gap between us. They are my friends but the level of trust will be different. One more thing, I am not sure..okay...but I think, Shiela likes Ben. =)

--- I have not thought of Glenn. That's a plus!

--- I went online to check my mail and I saw someone named "Inch" from Daygo and the only INCH I knew inthis world is Vince. I probably stared at it for ten minutes but as always, I chickened out and logged out. But stupid me, I realized, he can't IM me because I blocked everyone in my buddy list. hahahhaLOL. I guess, I just freaked out.

--- I miss Mickey (Bading) . I have been trying to call him but that foolio's never home! Bading, if you're reading this, call me up!

--- I went to Jollibee with Scuba Steve today at Carson. It was fun. We talked about everything. It's funhy how he idolizes my accomplishments butI keep telling him I have my own flaws. I talked to him so openly like I talked to my brother Long. It felt good that someone understands me and yet, looks up to me.

--- Maff, how are you? I haven't been talking to you!

-- Talked ot Ate Leslie....Ate, thanks for the peptalks.

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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