..........I thought of Glenn yesterday and I read some of his letters. I used to cry when I read his letters. It reminds me of him. I thought of him and reminisced our moments together. Surprisingly, I didn't shed not a single tear. I actually smiled. I guess, I am really getting better at dealing with my loneliness and thank God for it.
.........I am avoiding Sheila and Janet and this whole issue. I don't know. I still talk to them but I feel there's a wall that's dividing us apart. After Vegas, I realized what kind of people they are. Janet is so immature...and Sheila is so dependent of Janet that she can reverse sides if Janet tells her so. And they don't realized that they hurt people,who I also cared about like Maffi, and they are not even willing to admit they were wrong. It's just why are they like that? What is so hard with saying sorry and admitting you are wrong? Nothing! But to them, it's the issue of pride. Well, I just figured, I don't need friends like these. There's a line between respect and disrespect, and with what they did to Maff, they certainly violated that. I forgave them. And I am still friends with them. Despite the bad times, we still had good times. But I am watching their every move and one more disrespecting, I will go against them and leave.
.........Mom is so nice and I love her!
.........I wonder if Glenn is thinking of me?
.........My ate Bel from Pinas wrote me an emaila nd I told her what Glenn did to me. I wonder if she's going to give me the "I-told-you-so-Glenn-is-not-right-for-you" lecture. I hope not but I am expecting it.
.........Ate Leslie, thanks for talking to me and for being there always. I enjoyed our conversations! and Thanks for reading my blogs.
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