Did I tell you I had an arguement with Sheila and Janet? Well I did. It's that whole unresolved conflicts and issue in Las Vegas and I felt cornered the past two days that last night I felt as if I needed to be blunt and be upfront to them. And I did.
Here's what I said:
TO JANET: " I personally think you need to grow up. Can't you see that your friends and people around you are slowly slipping away from you? Andrea, you own bestfriend dissed you because of your stupid pride? And you even had the nerve to cuss her out? I undersstod your anger, Janet. Sometimes, we tend to be so mad and upset and we say things out of anger. But to yell at Lucy ( Andrea's friend and our friend Steve's girlfriend) and say, "Sit your f*ckin a** back here" was not a right approach. I understood how mad you were but regardless, there were better approaches in handlign matter life these. And Andrea, look past her anger, Janet, she's telling you a message...didn't you even listen? Andrea said, " Of all people, Janet, You my bestfriend, is doing this to me." If you were really bestfriends, petty things like these shoudl nto break your friendship. It's too superficial. And what abotu Lucy? Why are you so mad at Lucy? What did she ever do to you? You answered, "Beacsue she's always late and that irritates you." but personally, I think there's more to that. I think you really like Steve but you're upset because you can't have him anymore because you;re married to Armstrong. And you're mad at Lucy because she's with Steve. I think you're jealouse of her. Now, you can think whatever you think but this is what's in my mind. And I have the right to speak it. And Sheila, she's older than you. She's your older sister, why is it your always bossing her around? Let her be her...let her be the older sister she should be. I am sorry of I am being so honest and blunt, Janet. The truth hurts and this is porbably hurting you but I'd rather say it to you infrotn of your face than talk shit behind your back. I just want you to grow up,. Janet. And stop judgign books by its cover liek you exxagerated rumors against Steve. If Armstorong only knew the truth. You just reverse all the story. But with all that said, I am still your friend.Perhaps, it's true....that you've found your match in me. It's just there has to be someone brave to tell you that you acted without control and your impulse were just too much. And I just think you need to change. You kept saying "you don't care what people say..." but sisterly advice, you will be dealing with people world and with the attitude you have, you will not go anywhere. What is so hard abotu swallowign your pride and acknowledging your faults? There's nothing wrogn with that. I think you're just afraid and embarrassed. Maybe, you will not be abel to realize where I amcomign from now, but I know you will someday.
TO SHEILA:Why si when you make decisions, you have to consult Janet? Why are beign a two face-b*tch? I mean, I heard a different story from you when we were in Las Veags and now, you're switching your whole story up? I hate that. For once Sheila, stand on your own feet. Make frim decisions on your own. Don't live under Janet's shadow. Be the older sister. You shoudl be tellign her your advice and showing her your authority and superior than her. But it seemed to me that you're succumb under her shadow. I don't evn knwow ho to believe. I really fetl bothered by your sudden changed of perspective. And you don't have to side Jante just because she's your sister. You have to look at two points of view and two angles and then judge. But it seemed to me that Janet bought you out to be on her side. I can't blame you.After all, Janet is your sister. But please, establish a freedom of your own and your won will and own way. And not base your decisions with what Jante says. Do it for you. Not because she told you so.
Well, there's more to these btu it's stressign me out that I feel I needed to breath. I told Steve, I will be cooling down with my gimmicks with my friends. I am just drained. I am already stressed out and I don't need more stress in my life right now.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 8:09 PM
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