ONE DAY AT A TIME

It's weird how my friends were calling me all day long yesterday. Mickey called, OJ called, and gosh Maff, how many times can we talk in one day? And to think that I will be with you there in Vegas today. hehehe LOL. I am just thankful I have wonderful friends. I love you guys! Truly,

"A true friend understands when you say, I forgot; waits forever when you say, just a minute; stays, when you say leave me alone; opens, the door even before you knock and says can I come in?"

A FRIEND is someone who's there when the rest of the world close their doors"

The good news is, a day after Glenn broke my heart, I am smiling and laughing my butt off. So I guess, that is a positive thing. I guess, all the crying help. Let's see, I didn't cry last night because I was too sleepy and tired to cry and besides, my eyes were so sore from crying and OJ was telling me if he saw me with chinky eyes on Friday when they get to Vegas, he'll be laughing at me. Sheila remarked that my eyes will too tiny when they see me that I won't be able to see them. Hehee...very funny...NO! Stop making fun of my eyes! It helped talking to OJ and Mickey. Mickey and I confided our little secret. Hmm, I can't tell you but it has something to do with his lovelife and my...oh well, past.

I did cry just right now. Because I was suppose to talk to mother about things yesterday but for some reason, I just don't have the nerve to actually try. So I decided, I 'd give her a card that says thank you and I love you and enclose my 5 pages letter. And I told her the entire story why I am so aloof and quiet lately. I told him about the cad who tore my heart into bits and pieces. so while I was writing the letter and listening to KCi and Jojo, I started crying. Did I tell you music is veyr stimulating? Well, it is.

Anyways, I am taking it one day at a time. It's not an easy journey. Only time will heal can heal my pain. I have this qoutes on my webpage in AOL that states,"

"LOVE is when you shed tears and still, you care for him,
it's when he ignores you and still, you long for him.
It's when he begins to love another
And yet, you still smile and say, " I'm happy for you."

"There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone
not because that person has stopped loving us
but because we have found out that they'd be happier if we let go."

This sums up what I feel at the moment. But I should feel rejuvinated as soon I as I get back to Las Vegas. I think this Spring Break will come on really handy for me because I am feeling wuite down and miserable right now. But I should feel much better.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:02 AM

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