Today has been quite a drag. It's just I'm quite disappointed of my friends' behavior and performance in school. Most of them are slacking. I called Sheila up just couple minutes ago before Steve took me out for lunch, (Thanks for the lunch, Steve!Thanks for making me feel better.) and she was rushing our paper due in about an hour. And then she added, she "wasn't worried about English 102" because that "class is not transferrable to Cal-State LA." Don't get me wrong, Sheila is a very good and close friend of mine but it just the mentality she has on things that sets me apart from her. For instance, when I am striving to accomplish things, she's on the lay back side. The paper we had, I rushed it, too but it's just I guess, I get done just right on time. And I am relieved. Her, she rushed it couple hours and then if she doesn't get it done, she makes a comment "ahh, I'll turn it in next week." Was that an excuse? Homeworks are responsibility. And one is responsible for everything assigned to them but why is giving excuses valid? Oh well, I am not upset at her. It's just I know she can much more than that. It's just she's responsible and all and I guess, I was expecting too much from her.
I chatted with Manong Takeshi last night and it's great to have these fun conversation with him all the time. We just talk about life and fun times and bad times and wacky times....and "censored" things. I enjoy having these open talks with him about life. Takeshisan, I thank you dearly for understanding your "ading" always and never getting sick and tired of my endless dramas. Please know that your little sis Norichan is here for you always.
I just parted with Scuba Steve couple minutes ago. I am flattered to know that he " looks up to me." I don't see myself as an inspiration. I had things in the past that I was not proud of...wrong set of friends and peer pressure and the tempting devilish environment...but it made me feel good that there's one person who puts me in that high levels of respect and honor that my mom didn't think was appropriate for me to be in. Steve said he has great respect for me for my intuitions and achievements in life. He said he has never met someone whose as smart and responsible as me. Was that supposed to be a good thing? It was for me. All week long, all I heard was negative putdowns against me. It was like a smooth melody running through my ears to find out that I inspire someone to be somebody. Thanks Pol-pol....I am here to always listen, confide, help and be there for you, whenever you need me.
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