Saturday, March 31, 2001
March 22, 2001
NECKLACE: He likes me? he likes me not?

I don't know if I told you about "O.J." (that's our code for him). Well, he's one of my friend's from school. He's a computer Science major. He's half filipino and half Chinese. He's aslo graduating soom like me. Actually, I have him for a class. But ahm,, he asked me out on a date couple weeks ago and I went thinking that it was a friendly date and he didn't like me anyway. On the date, he kept asking questions like, why was I single, or why I didn't have a bf at the moment? Things liek a regular guy friend would not dare to ask. But since I am a very open person, I told him that Glenn broke my heart and I am too scared to fall in love again. So just to be on the safe side, I chose to be single. But I said, if a guy comes a long and sweeps me off my feet, why not? We talked about so many things that day. We went out to eat breakfast together and he actually paid for everything...then we went to this park with a lake in the middle and we walked around the lake. We talked for endless hours.We went to this gift shop and he asked me what I wanted so he can buy it for me, I guess...I said, nothing. Well... I thought that was the end of that.

Surprisingly, he got my humber from one of my closest guy friends and he's calling me now. At school, we're always together during our break time. I mean, I see him almost everyday and I spent tiem with him almost everyday. The following weekend, he asked me if I can go with him at this electronic store because he wanted to have a second opinion because I think he was buying a new sound system. I went with him. We had fun that day. We were cracking up jokes here and there. I always have fun when I am with him. I think he is, too, when he's with me, I hope!

Then, my friend "Bading" , who's also OJ' s close friend, called me one day and supposedly, OJ told him we have been hanging out together. I wasn't actually planning to tell Bading that OJ and I were hangign around but he was confronting me and wanted me to tell him about it. So I did. But he was jokingly makign comment like..."Uhuh, so what have you been doing with OJ? " or " How come you never take me with you gusy when you guys are going out?"I don't know!!! He's never there, anywayz.But, Badign was givign this whole OJ thing a different meaning. I never thought of it that way, though.

I thougjt OJ liked this Mexican girl in our class because he wold always check out her big butt. LOL. I mean, he would always tell me how her butt was empty. And I would always tell OJ that if he liked that girl,make his move now. He started talkign to her and taking her to her class. I assummed he really liked her. But having spent time with him the past few weeks, he's always a gentleman. He treats the girl like a queen. So I was also thinking, maybe he was just being nice. I really don't know.

Then, the other day, after our class, OJ came up to me and asked me if I had a class. I said I have a RN Class and I'm taking an exma so I was kind of in a rush. He said he wanted to give me something. His brother juct came back from the Philippines for vacation and he told his brother ot buy him something. Then he took out those beaded necklace with two dolphins in the middle formign a heart. And he just handed it to me.

OJ: (giving me the necklace) Here ...it's for you.
Len: why, for what?
OJ: For you...I have to go...okay , I have a class..

I was standing there speechless. He left. I wanted to ask him what was the necklace for and why was he giving me a necklace when he only gave my other girl friends key chains? I stared at the necklace again. Yes, it was a heart and two dolphins. What's that supposed to mean? He didn't even explain himself. I've been thinking if I should ask him or not...I just don;t have the guts to do it. According to Bading and my other guyfriend Ron, "If a guys takes the time out to get you something...he must really like you."

My question is, does he(OJ) like me? Rrrr... I want to know. I am flattered and everything. But it's killing me. I was with him yesterday after lunch time at the quad during some AFFirmative Action Protest with Sheila and all we did was laugh until our stomach started hurting. He was hugging me, holdings, and askign me if we ate, and if I was okay...What the hell is that? Is he tyrign to say something or that was just his nature,...he's really nice?

RR...I want to know. Maybe, I will have the answer one of these days. I'll keep you posted.
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writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

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