Friday, April 20, 2001
O hayo gazai mazu! Muchi muchi! ( Good day and Hello in niponggo!)

I am getting a bit consious with my writing. I opened my box at Yahoo today and wow, I just realized people are really reading my blogs. I am more concerned with how I write instead of just writing freely. Well, whoever is ShyneVIL...Thanks for the compliments.

Bleh....Nothing much is up right now. What am I doing online? I am trying to get information for my research paper. And at the same time, Glenn's friends are IMing me at aol. And they keep asking if I am okay. Gosh, for the 10th millionth time, I am fine. If there's someone between me and Glenn they need to worry about, it's Glenn. After all, he is the one with all the problems.

I was watching this TV show which I don't really remember if it was from our cable or one of the segments from the Filipino Channel.

The host asked the interviewee,
" How would you describe yourself?"

And she answered it, " I am like a toothpaste that's almost out of paste. I keep squeezing the toothpaste for more paste to come out. Similar to my life, when I feel like I am tired and weary and I have nothing left to do, I just find something else to do and be the best at it and I don't stop. Instead, I squeeze more."

What an interesting anecdote.... I feel like I am like that sometimes. Particularly at times when people put me down. I strive more to be better to prove them wrong and also for my own self accomplishments.

There's this stationary that I had that one of my friends gave me all the say from junior high but I really like how it defined life and men....it's quite explicit but it's rather well-said. It states:

"Life is like a hard dick. When it gets hard, F*ck it!"

"Men are like tissue paper. Soft, strong, and disposable."

Heheheh....LOL Those are my words of wisdom for today. Hope you learned from it as much as I did. LOL

Ja mata ne. (See yah in Japanese)

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


DISCOVER ME: who is the lady behind the blogs?



"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes"

my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.

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::pinks::
::koji's::
::kabuki::

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