Tuesday, May 07, 2002
more. of....

"where's mickey?," i asked. " he was supposed to be here early. "

"i miss you, ate.," steve said. give me a hug. " haven't seen you in a while."

it's been months since the last time we all had a chance to see each other. it's always me and mickey or me and steve or steve and mickey but never all three of us together. last night, out of nowhere, we decided we wanted to have just time to catch up with the old times. so mickey and i decided to meet at boba delight here at koreatown, near my house, after my shift at work.

as usual, mickey pulled in the parking lot, late again like always. i had a honeydew boba, scuba steve and lucy had a heath mocha boba, and micks got a pech mango boba. at this hip styled boba hangout, we spilled our piled up secrets.

"hey, i 'm not a ___________ anymore."
"i'm seeing __________"
" i'm dating__________"
"i'm flirting with this _________"
"i did it at _______________"

i missed these two guys. i don't know if i told you i have more guy friends than girl friends. i guess, because i feel so comfortable with men. they have no heart of shame. they spill their guts and their escapades ( even sexual and explicit one) out without holds bar. these are the two men i do not have problem drinking alcohol with, sleeping on the same bed with, telling my kept secrets with because i totally trust them and i am aware they feel the same way for me.

i miss times like these when i am in the company of real true and good friends.

thanks micks and steve...and lucy....for reminding me how woderful i am, for makingme realize how life is too short to feel depress, for letting me be aware that i am never alone, for reminding me that i am so lucky to have friend like you.

and gosh, thanks for paying for my boba...finally! hahha lol.

but really, form the bottom of my heart, i miss you guys. i wished we have more of moments like these .....more of friendship...mroe of catching up....more or togetherness.

hope we do it soon!


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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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