men blues
man # 1
he called last night and asked if i wanted to watch spiderman with him. i declined because i was tired from work. i wanted to. but instead, he asked if i he could see me. again, i wanted to see him, too. but i also declined because it was too late and i am so exhausted. i'll see him soon. i said i'll see him this week. did he miss me? i missed him. but let's leave it that way.
why? because...i'm scared.
man # 2
our of nowhere, i thought of him. i wondered how he's been. it has been five long months since we broke up and i was able to gradually get rid of the wound he left me. i called his house just to say hello or perhaps, even just to hear his voice, just to know how he was doing. someone answered, it wasn't him, so i hung up. maybe next time, i'll have the guts. but not now.
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