Dear Dimsum, I saw your picture with her. Together. I came from church and went to my LA Hugh friend's wedding shower. And the moment I say you together and seeing you even in a picture broke me again and sent me to tears. You've grown your beard like the last time you came out. You've changed Physically from the last time I saw you. I last saw you the day before thanksgiving day last year when I came to bring Thanksgiving food for you and your family and when I discovered about her.lately, you said you wanted DNA to know if you're our sOn's father. I contacted the hospital and the coroners office to obtain any DNA Of our son who was cremated. I informed you of all these info. But have not heard from you yet. Truth is that pains me. But I'll do it for my son. I cried myself to sleep when I saw your pHoto with her. I tried to ignore the pain. But I am also human. And I hurt too. Maybe because it's a Reminder of why it's not us anymore. And my heart broke into pieces once again. Yet, I had to pick myself up and be strong no matter how much the twinge and torment I feel. I hope she makes you happy. ALG, the guy I'm sort of with now, is jealous of you. I don't know what we are. We're together in a weird way. But there are lots of things to be ironed out between him and I. Partially, I'm scared to love. Maybe I am not 100% ready. But I can feel he loved me nonetheless. I'm lost once again. I'm reminded Of you and our son. And as much as I tried to ignore, I do miss you and mostly our son. I ask God to empower me and enlighten ms Everyday. If it is up to me, I'm tired of crying also. I'm exhausted of being hurt. I ask for strength to overcome the struggles. I hope our issues get settled soon. I'm still waitingfor your call or notifications Re: DNA tests. I hope that will all make us move on no matter how much it hurts to go through this pain once again. On my end, I've already forgave you. That's the true Christian in me. No matter how much you've betrayed me or destroyed me, I want to forgive because thats the right thing to do. Like you, I only want closure too. I'm asking God to give me overcome the obstacles. I know He will lead me to the right oath.I know our little angel is always with us with his Aunt Vicky and our dogs Tobi and Ariel.until then I wish you luck and happiness. Love, Princess

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