To TOL. I write better than i can ever express in person. Dear TOL, Maybe I'm just exhausted of fighting. Maybe it is easier for me to be nicer than to pretend to be mean. Maybe the Lord gives me instances to self-check. Maybe He provides me events to tell me that He is making me live because He has a greater purpose for me (Remember the accident?) Maybe because no matter how much I try to pretend, the heart just genuinely shows how it feels. Maybe that's the truth. Maybe everyone deserves a second chance at something. Maybe I have been a little too harsh...on you, on myself, on us. Maybe my Angel directed me to you. Maybe it can be "sweeter" this time around. Maybe I care a little too much. Maybe it's "you" (you played me that song "It might be You" days ago.) Maybe... Maybe because I don't know what tomorrow will bring. But or today, the sight of you, your avoidance of being seen on FaceTime while eating, your unexplainable stares but yours eyes tells me all what your lips can not say. Maybe we also deserve to be happy. Maybe we are "meant" for whatever weird reason. Maybe God is answering a few of our prayers. Maybe... Maybe because I'll never really know until God gives me the "answer" when I'm facing "him" with you. I don't know. I just know that I cared for you MORE THAN I SHOULD from the very first start. Only time can answer all my maybes. But THANK YOU and (sorry?) for everything. In pain now but I'll see you in my dreams. Love, BRUH.

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