Letter to my ANGEL in heaven
Dear Angel,
I think of you every second of the day. I got a text from your Father's partner that your dad changed his number and wanted nothing to do with me because I supposedly "murdered you" my son.
I want to fight back. I want to prove to them that I can not do that to you. But my son, you know the truth. I would spare my own life to keep you and let you live. I am your mother. I can not have the conscience to abort you. That is a mortal sin. And a Christian like me can not do that. Because I have faith in God.
It could have been 5 years with your Papa Hung. But I've already accepted the fact that we are not together anymore. And if his new partner is making him happy, all I could hope and pray for is his happiness. So I hope your Papa is happy. And I'll respect his desire to be happy. Because that toils have been what you wanted for us as your mom and dad. For us, to be at peace and to be happy wherever that may be.
But keep me strong, my son. Always guide your Mama. And always be there for your Papa and his family. Everything I do now is for you, my son. Be with mommy. Give me the peace that I want for your Papa and I. That's all I ask my son.
I miss you. I hope the angels and God are taking care of you in heaven. Life has been difficult. But I'm living because of you my son. Tell God to take care of me and our family.
I love you. All days of my life, I will love you. You give meaning to this life.
Love your mama,
Len
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