UNSENT: Dear my baby Angel son, Mommy had a difficult day today. I lit a candle for you yesterday. I even requested a prayer for you at the church for you to rest in peace. I wrote your name in their prayer request book. And really my son, I want you to rest in peace. I know you know mommy has been hurting. Today, mommy had obstacles to overcome. Mommy cried again. But Mommy is still breathing. And that is all that matters, anak ko (my child). As long as mommy is breathing, she will fight for her life for you. Even if the world is crumbling; even if the world is collapsing, as long as I take a breath, I will fight to survive. So help mommy. I told you yesterday I vowed to make you rest in peace. I want to prove your Papa Hung/Simon wrong. But I want you to have peace that your Papa and I get along. And so I'm keeping my quiet for you my son. Just be there my son. Keep mommy strong. Guide me. I love you anak KO. I miss you everyday. Love, Mama Len 2 Corinthians 4:16-18  So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison,  as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 7:50 PM

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