Dear Dimsum,
Days ago, I prayed to our angel son to give us the peace we both need. You posted pictures of her. And I posted notes from my new guy. And I looked at your pictures. I'm guessing if you looked at mines too.
Yesterday, two days after thanksgiving, you left me a message at my FB. And I responded back. I asked if we can talk peacefully for our son, and you agreed. Previously, you wanted a DNA from me. And I went about your wish. I contacted the hospital and the Coroner's office for our son's specimen because as we both know our son was cremated after he died. I rushed so I can grant your request. But yesterday, you said you just wanted a burial. And we'll discuss it this coming Thursday.
Last night while at Visalia, visiting Tito Ding who had a brain surgery and Auntie Norma, all they asked was you. And I answered yes or no with their queries. If it was up to me, I'd rather not say anything. Last night, I thought of you. I thought of her. I thought of the guy I'm now with. And I asked if are we truly happy? But I asked our son in heaven to let us be at peace with each other. I prayed that God grant us the peace for our son's sake. I'm not sure if this it.
Last night, before I slept in Visalia, I checked
Your FB profile. You deleted me. I guess that is your way of
Saying bye. Maybe that's the closure? Maybe that is moving on.
Maybe that's our son doing what is best for us: be at peace even If we are separated.
And I'll do it for him: anything for my son who want to rest in peace in heaven.
Maybe for yOu too. Because I loved you that much. To set you free
So you can be happy. And I hope and I pray that you are.
God bless.
Good luck.
Love,
Princess
UNSENT: PEACE?
Sunday, November 25, 2012
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