dear 'hey boy' RP,
i could not sleep last night after we hung the phone. in my heart, there were a lot of things i wanted to tell you. my heart was screaming to tell you, 'hey boy, i missed you.' but words could not come out of my mouth as i desired. perhaps, because i felt it was too soon and i am assumming it is too real.
strangely, when you noticed i was coming on with a cough ( as i was coughing like a dog ont he other line), you asked if i was sick. and uttered, "you should learn how to have self control. that sometimes, when your body states 'it can no longer move on' you should listen to it." more and more, here i am, the medical specialist listening to someone who knew nothing about medicine and he is advising me to take care of my own body.
there, i realized, you do care for me...more than i thought anyway. you asked how my family is doing, how my sisblings in PI are doing, even askign about my extended family in modesto. funny before i met you, how i have always pictured you "thuggish and arrogant". but behind that image that people perceived of you lies such a soft heart waiting to be embrace.
even odd, i could not sleep tonight because i miss your thuggish heart: the one that reminds to not drink more than i can handle, the one that listens to enya (secretly), the one who goes to church because it makes his mom happy, the one who dreams and work hard to give his mom everything.
eh.
i can't wait to see you soon and be in your arms....i miss you more than you will ever know ( for now anyway).
see you soon ...forty days to go!
<3lots,
'hey girl'
posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:37 PM
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