GANGSTER THEN, ELITES NOW
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
ELITES

i recently got connected with my crazy and beloved boys and gals of jefrox. and how long has it been? i can't even fathom to enlist all the things i have learned and cherished from these special people in my life. i will not go into details. our unforgettable memories and courageous animosity will speak for itself.

but despite of the rough paths of life we chose then, we were definitely capable individuals to be whoever we want to be. browsin' though pages of their friendsters and myspaces, it's funny how we still conceal the 'real' us. only 'us' knew the 'real us.' behind all the judgements and the weird stares of other people, we stand strong.

we are NOT the tattoos that marked us. we are NOT the troubles that we battled. we are NOT the hotties parties we threw. nor the enermous money we made.

we are the street smarts nerds of maplewood. we are the backbone that gave strength to that body. we are the lost individuals then who found our selves enough to stand alone and mark our own grounds.

and we've come back. with a greater revenge to those people who taught we could not make it successful in these world. we were what we were then. artists, doctors, nurses, lawyers, marines, brokers, financial analysts...name it...these are what we are today.

. no matter what lies ahead of us, despite the distance that envelope us, despite the rewinds of our pasts, i know we will make difference in our own little ways. and so..i stand proud as a sister who saw the difficult growth we endured. i stand proud to be one of you.

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NOTE: i was touched by the ABOUT ME/THANK YOU'stestimony of one of my homeboys. i will hold off on his name. but let me share it with you.

WHO AM I:
Homegrown in Los Angeles, California within the boundaries of Hollywood/Koreatown.
Known as *****on the streetz, ***** on a mic, and ******(union) puts it all into one.
A product of various woods from Hollywood, to Maplewood, wit a little bit a Westwood on top.
A Revolutionary in every way, seeking social justice and change.
Always in need of evolving and developing into what I believe,
my purpose here on Earth is.
Expressing my thoughts is a real passion in life;
while using writing as the paint brush,
Hip Hop as the canvas,
and the world as my museum...I am an artist.
A descendant of Korean roots,
raised in the streets of Los Angeles.
A native Angelino,
bangin in a war
with Racism,
Social Conspiracies,
and Street Politics.
A social activist,
tryna convert modern day racism to multi-culturalism
within the fabric of our American society.
The battle goes along.

THANK YOU's
God for giving me all my struggles in life,
for me to grow and build character from it.
Also, for teachin me how to get back on my feet,
after wrestling every addiction known on the streets;
only to come outta that shit with a new perspective
to view this crazy world with.
And last but not least,
the struggle of my momz within the immigration of coming to America.

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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