dear boy: HOW ARE YOU?

dear AB,

i miss holding your warm hands while walking around the football field of vannuys park while you were letting me cry over a broken heart.
i miss how you bring me bobas at nights when i am feeling bummed and sad.
i miss how you take me out at 2 am when i am craving for zucchini fries and pastrami sandwich.
i miss how you cooked lunches for me and bring it at work for my coworkers and i to enjoy.
i miss how you bought me an emergency car kits on the nights " i might be stuck in the road."
i miss how you nicknamed me, "sunget."
i miss how you're not ashamed to watch chick flicks with me and never admit you were tearing up.
i miss you loved smelling my hair or how your fingers played with my curls.
i miss having your scent in my pillows.
i miss watching you sleep.
i miss how you avoid my stares when i caught you looking at me.
i miss snapping pictures with you while stuck in traffic.
i miss having breakfast with you early in the morning.

there were so many times i wanted to pass by your house and check how things are going with you. it was something i did for the last eight years. i wondered how work, school, and like is treating you. i wondered if you are coping well with it.

now, it's been nine long months and i've been avoiding to even be around your area.
it's been the longest nine months....
it's been nine freakin' months...

and god, i still miss you.

i pray things are well and that no matter what, you will hold a special place in my heart.

<3,
"ms. sunget"

posted by pinay freestyle @ 1:41 AM

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