gem stoneGEMSTONE
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
GEMSTONE

i have this memorable gift from a special friend. it was a handmade wood carved letters of my nickname. it was made of maple varnished wood with the carved letters painted in yellow. i loved it so much because i know it was created and given from the heart.

and there, she was, the gift giver, on the bottom corner of page 2 in her burgundy reddish top.
even then, i liked her because she reminds me of me back then: timid and shy but surprisingly super funny. she taught me so mcuh. and i learned so much from her.

my writing skills improved because she made me write muchy love letters for the boy she crushed/loved back then.

my math grades were great because she made me copy her homeworks. we even cheated on some quizzes and exams on ms. leja's 6th period geometry class.

in the heat of the morning sun, we outrun each other around the laps of the football field, we blocked hits of the dodgeballs, we jumped up and down, tumbled, twisted and turn in gymnastic class under ms. parker's 1st period PE class.

sitting on the ten step stairs near the main entrance gate of thomas starr king middle school, we shared many memories: laughed until our stomach hurts, gossipped about life, love, people and things, confided secret crushes while we munched on our lunches.

when i moved to another school, she chose to keep in touch unlike the rest. our telephone conversations lasted from midnight to dawn. she listened to all my woes and stories. she called me often and updated me about her and other people's life events. she never failed to invite me on her parties. she always welcomed me in her crowd.

i can't imagine how she dealt with the most difficult moments of her life. she mended her torn self and broken heart after leaving her first real long term relationship. she bettered berself with education. she did it so well that she is loved byher peers and patients. just months ago, she was confronted by a sudden death of her dear brother...and she's slowly healing one at a time. just recenty, she decided to challenge herself because she loves herself and not because of the ugly remarks of others and improvements are showing. she's strong like that.

and i say, not bad from that innocent girl who hailed from naic, cavite...

ROSSINI,

i'm so proud of you!

you remind me of a hand picked mineral rock from a river. you just needed to be polished with the rough sandpapers of life in order for your true brilliant gemstone-like shine and beauty to come out.

it's been thirteen years of friendship....and i am looking forward for more. rest assured, that no matter thread of life you will go through, i am just here and i will never leave your side.

why?

because

ROSSINI,

YOU NEVER LEFT MY SIDE.

thanks for the always being there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
love yah girl!

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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