spiritual reveries (tagalog entry): I MISS YOU
Monday, February 26, 2007
sipiritual reveries (tagalog entry) : I MISS YOU

busy ka?naku mukha nga...tagal na nating di nagkikita ah... tagal mo na akong di dinadalaw... alam mo miss na kita... o, sino yang nagtext sa iyo?... buti pa sa kanya nakapag-reply ka agad.
napansin ko na ang dami mong ginagawa talaga... ang dami mo ring things-to-do diyan sa schedule mo at planner mo ah! mapangarap ka talaga noh?... ang dami mong plano...nakakatuwa naman na malaman yan.

kasama ba ako sa plano mo? ano? naku di ka agad makasagot? sige okay lang alam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot mo... nakita kita nung Friday, aga natapos ng klase/work mo. alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako. ooppss! hindi pala! gigimik pala kayo ng mga friends mo.

late ka ng nakauwi ah? alam mo, naghintay ako sa'yo. pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin... haaay! kawawa ka naman... siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo at tanghali ka nagigising. tapos ang dami mo na naman lakad: trabaho, eskuela, gimik, ano ba talaga?
eh ano pala, naghihintay ako na tayo naman ang maging magkasama. kaya lang sa dami ng schedules mo para sa acads at sa labas ng school parang malabo talaga o baka naman subsob ka na naman sa trabaho mo? o niyaya ka na naman ng barkada mo....

o sige na, balik ka na sa pag-aaral mo. or baka kailangan mo nang bumalik sa trabaho mo at baka mapagalitan ka pa ng boss mo. may ginagawa ka pa yatang research. marami ka pa naman yatang aasikasuhin.

may tumatawag pa sai yo sa cellphone mo, tapos may itetext ka pang friend mo. at oo nga pala, magche-check ka pang iba mong mails: snail mail at emails. tapos baka magchat ka pa. tapos baka magkaayayahan pang lumabas. alam mo na, shopping or sine, or kain sa labas.
pasensiya na ha. sorry ha. naabala yata kita. i might be eating too much of your time. maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito.

gusto ko lang pa lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ako. alam mo na, kapag hindi ka na busy. hindi nga pwera biro! totoo yon! walang biro!

ay, ayaw mong maniwala? ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring maniwala?
basta, ano na lang, ito na lang friend, remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, may drama ka sa buhay mo, nauntog ka o dahil part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, YOU will be in my heart always.

basta nga...trials after trials isipin mo kasama mo ako na lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako as in sa lahat plano mo, kahit hindi mo ako kasama i would like you to know that i am the one perfecting it... para mas maging masaya ka... minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman ang dalawin mo... miss na talaga kita eh... sige hintay ako, ha? "Sa akin hindi ka singit lang..."

-- JESUS

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


DISCOVER ME: who is the lady behind the blogs?



"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes"

my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.

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::ernie::
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::pammy::
::champuru::
::maldito/glenn::
::mica::
::tintin::
::batjay::
::rijah::
::carol::
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ADDICTION these are a few of my favorite things...




::louis vuitton::
::ugg australia::
::armani exchange::
::h & m::
::banana republic::
::target::
PAMPER ME in this stressful world, i need relaxation. places i hibernate to and hide away from the world. here are some of my favorite spots.




::olympic spa::
::pho siam thai spa::
:: raya spa::
::japanese garden::
::redondo beach::

FREQUENTS embracing life in los angeles: a day in a life in my shoes



::monte carlo cafe::
::THE GROVE::
::coffee bean::
::barnes and noble::
::starbucks::

GOBBLE GOBBLE [L.A.STYLE] food over matter los angeles style =)




::todai::
::sanamluang::
::hodori::
::alcove::
::portos::
::mayflower::
::tommy's::
::roscoe's::
::philippes::
::thai bbq::
::the pantry::
::pinks::
::koji's::
::kabuki::

QUERRIES i don't know everything. so these are the sites i go to answer my inquisitive inquiries, obtain html coldes, and upload my pictures.




::google::
::yahoo::
::ask::
::photobucket::
::blogger::

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