oh, AB called couple days ago. he was suppose to visit me. he asked why i seemed happy. i said i was back with ron. he said then he shouldn't visit me. i told him ron knew about him. he said he will come by to say hello. i waited he didn't show up. was he hurt? or did he do that in purpose?
anyways, GLENN and I are not talking at all. it was really bye now. anyway, i have ron and ron hates glenn with a passion. he used to interview my cousins and my friends about glenn. he's that insecure of glenn. so now, he is rejoicing that glenn is married. hahaha.
and oh yeah (again), my ex ziggy, came by two weeks ago to see me. he said i changed a lot. i replied, " i know." as usual, he was giving me the drama about getting me back and all. as usual, it goes on one ear and it goes out the other. i am done with sweet talkers ( people who talks their butt off and not DO anything about it). sig was definitely one of them
i don't know what's up with these men. when they have us women, and we go gaga around them, they can't give us the time of day. and now that i have my own relationship going, they rush back to me. and i do not want them anymore. grrr. i hate.
now that ron is back in my life. i am feeling in love again. i am scared and happy at the same time. but i love ron and i feel that he loves me. i have nto felt this feeling since i first got with Glenn. this feeling of overwhelming happy fairy tale emotions is haunting me because i am scared that it will go away. i want it to stay. i want ron...the US to stay. every time he says he loves me, i get the chills. and i tear a little bit. truth is, i waited so long to hear him sya it again and he still say it with intense passion and emotions for me. that's just one of the things i love about ron: he is not afraid to tell the whole world that he loved me. i love him, too. so much sometimes, it hurts. love is definitely sweeter the second time around.
oh well. we all have our sad days and happy days. it just happened i was lonely before. these are my happy days. and i shoudl enjoy it and i am savoring every minute of it. what the heck? i am contradicting my previous blogs. okay whatever. say you want to say. call me complex and whatsoever. i really don't care. can't stop my from loving, and smiling and feeling happy. c'mon now, i deserve it. give me a break.
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