ron is always telling me, "len,whatever or if anything happens to me, just know that i love you so much." frankly, i am quite worried. he thinks a bad omen is approaching his way? it's scaring the hell out of me. i don't wanna lose him. i finally found someone who means everything to me. lord, please do not take him away. i don't know if he engaged into something that he didn't wanna tell me. or he is feeling some kind of illness but imagine having a daily conversation with him and all he kept telling me is tha t"if tomorrow, something happens to me, just know i really really love you. "gosh....he's everything to me.i wouldn't have this courage and determination i have in me now if not for him. i love him dearly. i have not felt this feeling since the first time i fell in love.everything is so brand new. and everything is wonderful. yes, we are dealing with someminor issues but we can't let the night slip away without apologizing to each other. he brings out the best in me and yet, he accepts my imperfections. i can't manage to let this extraordinary feeling he makes me feel escape. i have to hold on to it. lord...guide him and protect him...he makes me happy. he's my partner, my bestfriend, my love. he's everything to me.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 5:31 PM

---