i'm leaving southern cali ( los angeles) to go to northern california ( modesto/stockton). i have yet to conclude if i am leaving for good. for weeks, i have been debating with the nursing school i am in right now. i mean, i am done with all my prereqs but for some weird reason, they keep putting me on the waiting list. i am one year away from being a full pledge registered nurse but all the other schools i inquired in, kept saying that i have to wait one or two more semester in order for me to be in it or, the rest have impacted nursing majors. and it's irritating me. i mean, no matter how much i work hard to have my goals straight, they are the ruining it for me. the time and the space and all.
so now, here's the deal. my auntie has connections at a local college up north that i have a 95 percent chance of getting in. i am not goign to let my future pass me by. i mean, at this point of time, i am grabbing all the chances i can get to be done in that one year time. gosh. i am so confused. i am leaving everyone here in los angeles and i am starting out a new there. auntie vicky was talking about how she will renovate the other room just so it will be my room and that i might be staying there for a long time. my little brother asked if he can have my room and all that. am i ready? i mean, nothing is for sure yet. i am set to leave on thursday and then from there, i will pursue my dreams.
in order for me to get my dreams settled, i have to...leave everything here....and EVERYONE including ron.i just talked to ron about this briefly. i mean, we have not entirely discuss this issue. but he mentioned he can't prevent me from setting my goals. he can't hinder me to be anything i want to be. he said i have to do what i have to do. and it's not like he is leaving me for good. and plus, he was not leaving me. he even blurted, " i guess, i do need to get you your cell phoen so i can keep you on track." awww.
he is too good to be true. he supports me in everything i do and i motivate him to be the best. it will be difficutl to leave los angeles if ever. but oif there's one thing for sure, i want to keep ron in my life. i want him to be a part of me. because right now, he is the wind beneath my wings...pushing me to fly. i am glad he understands. i feel bad about leaving because i will miss him. ahh...but we'll see.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 7:15 PM
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