dear boy (dragon dancer),
driving on the 110 south freeway on my way home from glendale while listening to love songs playing onthe radio, i comteplated about having someone there in my life. so many times, i questioned why things can't work out when i want it to be.
in my lonesome moment, my cell phone rang and i was surprised to hear from you on the other line. your life has been busy with school lately and i did not want to intrude into your busy world. and yet, you tried to squeeze me in your occupied life.
in my past, i admitted to you that i must have told you how ideal of a man you were to me. and you've never failed to flirt with me. i tried not to cross that boundary because i did not want it to be like it was with AB before where i crossed the thin line of friendship and i lost him in the end.
and when you call me" beautiful" and "sweetie," or when you tell me, "i deserve someone better," or when you tell me how hurt you were when she broke your heart, or when i i cry to your when my soul is crushed...i can't help but have this admiration for you.
while you are far from me right now, i can't wait to just hug you when you're back here. then you wouldn't have to watch movies by yourself anymore, then you don't have to run miles at the thread mill just to kill time, then we don't have to talk late and morning nights burning our cell minutes away, then you can just hold my hand like you always do when i am next to you.
and so i'll wait for you even just hold my hand...and try not to let go when you do.
<3,>
posted by pinay freestyle @ 1:46 AM
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