RRRRRrrrr. i'm so irritated.
i just got home from work. my feet are killing, i have a terrible headache, ihave not had breakfast, lunch or dinner, and i get home and there's no food, was running aroudn los angeles today, bought kaylah ( my god daughter) her gift, went to my bestfriend diane's work plave because charm ( my other bestfriend, i have three) will kill me if she finds out that i have not given the invitation to diane and tomorrow's the party, and i had a total sleep pf three hours ( wonderful, isn't it?).
worse yet, i had a busy night at work because my patient's relatives are annoying the heck out of me and i couldn't cuss them out because if i did, i'd lose my job, and....we were understaffed ( as always), and freak those korean nurse who couldn't speak english because i do not exactly understand what treatments and procedures they wanted me to do, i wonder, how in the world did they even get a license to practice nursing when they can't even understand a simple medical term such as " vastus lateralis" (outer thigh) or " fasting blood sugar" ( glucose level when you are fasting or not eating). wanna hear more? whear this, patients were refusing treatments and i'd be in trouble, too , if i don't make them get the necessary medicines and apply the needed procedures.
to add to these, i miss AB ( i really wonder how he has been...does he even think of me). i am dwelling in my past again, i am questioning why ron had to leave and what did i ever do to him to make him leave. and glenn, he is in the philippines now. he's set to marry any time now and as much as possible, i do not want to think about it but i do!!! RRrrr. and i haven't had sex for _____ hmm, ( okay, let's not talk about that, no one needs to know my sex life), this corn rows are itchy now....and if i get irkier, i swear, i'll take it off. ]
emotionally, i am hurt because of AB, because of the trauma of loving or liking, because i was not over the pain ron caused me and i am desperate for answers, because glenn fucked me over and i can't love the same way again, and i am scared to love, or even like.
spiritually, i am hangign on to HIM, to faith, to destiny ( if she exist), to magic , to love ( love will find a way).....
eh.
what a day. just one of them days.
okay, (*deep breathes*...then *exhales*) i am done with my whining and complaining and bitchin' now.
*sighs*
i think i just need sleep. it's good that i am off tomorrow.
whoa.
i feel better now. i just needed to let that out.
( i'm such a weird kid! lol).
posted by pinay freestyle @ 11:43 PM
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