sorry for my long silence. i just needed time off to prioritize the important things in my life. and i am glad to informyou that thngs are in progress and hopefully,it will proceed as planned. if not, i will search for another route and get to my destination. but i am back!!!
for starters, i am still with RON. it's a new relationship. and we are still getting used to each other. but here'san update....on check out TEARYEYES.
i am still living here in modesto and going to school in stockton. i am adjusting gradually. i still miss the comforts of my home and my bedroom in los angeles. i still get homesick. i miss my family and friends and my boyfriend terribly. but i am trying very hard to live life normally. i am still calling home very often.my phonebills are the proof of that. i am still job searching. but potential offersd are on the way. i still get intouch withmy bestfriedn in vegas. and thank God for text messaging on my cellphone, i am able to keep in touich with my older sister (ate bel)and the kids( ichjad and ischa) and my other cousins (hannah and company) and my bestfriend janice in the philippines.
i am still coping with the homesickness issue but overall, i am getting better at it. so i would liek to say thank you for all the people who reads my blogs and actually finds my blabbin' entertaining. i rpomised more decent blogs on the approaching days. please email me if you have thoughts and comments or advices. i welcome anything! well..god bless....enjoy....READ ON.
ANGELS
my cousin aileen and i weere watching this television show that featured ANGELS.i found out that my guardian angel's name is HAAIAH. i don't know if i mentioned before that i had this fascination for angels. my bedroom in los angeles have a variety of angelcollection ranging from samllfigurines to huge ones, the paintinga andallthe other accesories.
why angels?
well, i believe every individual have a guardian angel. i was in crisis couple years ago during my teenage rebellion. i mean, i was engaged with gangs and went through near death experiences. for some reason, i was never hit by a bullet. and other circumstances, i was just plain stupid to "experiment" on drug overdose and i NEVER encountered one even with drinking one full bottle of heavy dosage medication.
at times when i felt like nothing was going right for me, some good things comes up out of the sudden. at times i do not have the anwers to my questions, i pray for clues or hints and for some strange reason, it shows up.
for instance, one of the biggest decision i had to make is to leave EVERTHING in LA not knowing what is ahead of me here up north. but events and situations were unfolding before my very eyes....how i got in school before the deadline which was the day after i got in, how the professors accepted me even if i was three weeks delayed from school, how i consistently got A's even if i felt as i didn't even worked hard enough, how my friends are willing to help me out financially when i have NOTHING to my self, how i had conflistc with mom and my boyfriend ron, and yet, we learn to compromise by the end of the day....and now, i just got called for an interview for a job i i have been aiming for a long time now.
sure, it can be purely coincidence. but all these events i mentioned just happened within the course of two months. it can be my guardian angel, HAAIAH. it can also be the spirits of grandma who is always guiding me. or it can also be determination, hardwork, and prayers. or is it simply what we call "earth angels?" the humans who are simply kind.
i could nto explain it to you. whatever and whoever it is, i still believe SOMEONE is guiding me and directing me to the right path. it can be my heaven angel, it can be an earth angel, it can be my Lord's cherubims and seraphims. whoever, it has to be heaven sent, and i am thankful.
and i will continue believing. there's nothing wrong with believing.
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