Monday, September 24, 2001
overcoming the tiring party weekend in los angeles!

i am back here in up north after the tiring and sleepless weekend in los angeles. well, i'm still on a hang over. but i'll just post a quick recap of my weekend.

sept.21-22(midnight)
* got to los angeles safe and sound. we got there pretty late, but my whole family was waiting for us there. we went out to yoshiyoyi at 3am to eat.i got home at 4 and started packing things i had to bring back here.at 4:30 am, my baby came and stayed with me until 5 am because he had work.

sept 22
*shopping spree at camarillo!!!! whoa, this is like a haven for me! i love ralph lauren! thank you for the cheap sale price! hehehe. i'm happy.

* pick up kristina (my cousin's bestfriend) at cal.poly in pomona.

* went to mah babe's work to bring him food.

*at 10 pm---we ( cousin aileen and friends, my sister noreene and friends, my other cousins, i and my friends) all headed to the palace to dance and drank the night (and morning ) away! we had thrills and some other "wild" stuff. it's too many to mention. let's just say there was 1500 people in palace that night.imagine!!!?yep, fun, fun, fun. words can not even describe it. but forsome reason, i didn't want to dance withany strangers in there. i was hoping it was ron! he had to go to work. but ahhh,. i swear i only danced with my friends! i just feel that i need to be faithful to ron because he is the most wonderful man i ever knew.

sept 23
* left palace at 3 am. my brother and his friends picked us up. and then we( the starving and drunk clubbers) were so hungry so we ended up going to the nearest denny's while brother long and friends went to the internet cafe to play counter strike. we got home at about 6am.

*from 6 am, i started packing more of my belongings.i think i was packing until 8 am. the sun was out when i went to sleep.

*then erika came, then mah baby came to get the documents he needed.

*then to starbucks after 2 hours of sleep.

* then rushed out of los angeles @ 2 pm...i was crying on my way home.i miss ron. i miss mama and papa and siblings. it was always hard to leave them behind. and ron was telling me that i need not to cry because they will be safe. i guess, i was really homesicked.

*i got here up north at 8pm. ahh...another long time of torture...and feeling the misery of homesickness.i can not wait for the next timeto go back there.






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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

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