okay, what would you do .........?
.......when your mother nags every freekin' morning, getting to impatient asking you when are you going to finish college, when you have told her one millionth time that in a year!?
.......when you miss someone you want to be with but YOU can't be with because there are situations that hindered him not to be with you?
......when you wish you have a bestfriend in the same state/country you are in so you can do normal "bets friend stuff" but you can't because...we're just too far from each other?
......when your whole life is designed to be in routine, everything you do is on a schedule and rarely do you have time to say, " i love life"
.......when you longed to be loved and yet, if a someone is there, and you're not over with your ex, you decided, you are not ready for anyone, or is it just because you're looking for the qualities your ex have in him?
........when sometimes you feel there's just no hope anymore? when the your last portion of strength have faded?
.........when life is just so hard to deal with and the struggles grow harder and more difficult as each day progress?
i feel like all o fthese right now. i have no one to share my problems with. i tackle each and every one of them as if i was super woman and i can solve it all by myself. have i given up hope? i don't think so. it's just i think hope gave up on me because i don't see anything that i can look forward to anymore. if i am not hurt, in pain, or in sorrow, people who loves to put me down rejoices in making my life more miserable. where do i turn to? to the Lord. He who listens to my outcries above and as i always do, i patiently wait. though at times, i am so tired and weary and i wish the Lord will put an end to it soon. but it seems to me that He has outlined a purpose for me.whatever it is, i have yet to discover. i am anticipating and i am getting restless. will i hang on? well, at the moment, i have no other choice. i will hang on until i can, but i am on the verge of quitting.
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