ziggy, my ex-boyfriend before glenn, has been calling me, showing up in our house more than he should. the other day, i finally had the courage to ask him what was his purpose again. he just said he wanted me back. that i should give him the chance to make everything right this time, that yes, he has hurt me in the past and he regretted hurting me and now, i should give him the opportunity to make me happy. my reaction? i don;t feel the same way for him anymore. if there was something in my heart for him, it was purely friendship. plus, he now has a kid by blood not by law. yes, the kid's mother took his rights off as the father.
it's strange how both glenn and zig are busting out the i want you back drama.i asked zig why he wanted me back and one of his reasons were because i was the first girl who divirginized him. what is it about guys and the first woman who took away their virginity? why is it there's this certain attachment? well, ziggy offered to drive me to maff to vegas. but im not just sure when yet because i have been preoccupied with school and tasks at home. i even asked zig how willing is he now to be with me and he said, if i wanted, he will marry me in vegas. ewww. no way. i never planned to be married in vegas.
anywayz, i told zig that out friendship now is better that what we were before. our love was a chaos back then. people were against us. i defended him all the way but he, too, left me. and now, he wants me back? i told him to fix his life" clean up his acts, go back to school, get a decent career, prove me that he is willing to change, that he is someone, and then maybe, i will think about giving him a chance. for now, it's a zero guarantee.
i'm glad we're friends though. and i am flattered that my exes are wanting me back. does that mean i have been a good girlfriend to them back then? i suppose, yes. i mean, they wouldn't go back to an exgirlfriend unless they felt loved and cared for by this person right? well, in that case, i do feel special.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 6:01 AM
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