as some of you may know, for the first time in a lifelong time, i've broadcasted to the world about my relationship with simon. our love is fairly new but i knew simon for a long time. but like normal couples, we have our own shares of ups and downs.

but i think, what draws me to him is his very expressive unconditional love that he never fails to show me... whether it's the very often dimsum mornings that he never fails to bring me or even just caring for me when i am super sick (especially when i had my operations). most of the people who are close to me can attest to that. above all, he loves my family as much as i love them and they loved him back. my mom adores him, i think =).

in our alone moments, simon often asked me how much i love him or how far i would go for my love for him. each and everytime, i just respond with a quiet smile. i show him naman but i'm not as expressive as he is. he is, by far, the best man i have ever met in every sense of the word. you know, the one who reminds me so much of how my dad loved me and took care of me. better yet, he resembles the genuine love of how much my dad loves my mom. as a child, it is what i wished for and now, simon is that person to me.

what simon does not know...is i love him more than he will ever know. no words can ever describe what i feel. no emotions can ever express how much joy he brings to my heart. no actions can give concrete evidence of how much overflowing bliss he adds to my day.

so with all that said, i was listening to this song on my ipod when i was driving stuck in traffic on the freeway on this rainy afternoon in los angeles

though words are really not sufficient, and really, what i truly feel and my heart's ultimate reaction for him is far beyond what i can even fathom or decipher. yet, this song is the closest interpretation there is if can define how much i love him. perhaps, this song can capture it.

this is not just in lieu of valentines day. i think, simon makes each da with him a valentines day. that's what matters most.

what can i say? to tell you the truth, i once prayed for someone like simon to come into my life. to my surprise, i did not know God will give to me at the time i least expected it.

fate? or i'm just super lucky?

maybe not. God knew it all along. =) it has always been in His vision.