Saturday, June 11, 2005
birthday woes
he day of "his" birthday
" happy birthday!, " she exclaimed.
it was his birthday.he thought she forgot about it. he was happy she actually remembered. she asked her how he was going to spend his birthday: what were his plans and with who. he answered he had plans with mom for a dinner. so she decided she would ask for another day to celebrate his birthday.
day after "his" birthday
again, she asked him, "so any plans today?"
" well, i will be with the "guys.,[ you know my friend who is one of the chef of j lo's madres...(blah blah, blah)] " he responded. she did not want to hold him back to spend time with his friends. she wanted him to have fun. so once again, she refrained to ask him.
2 days after "his" birthday
"so are you off today?" for the third time, she inquired.
" i am going to have dinner with friends [no name in specifics]".
grr. she's really gettign angry this time but she hid it so well.
" oh okay..." she responded.
later that night, he called her.
" so you had fun with your dinner?" she asked him.
"actually, i had dinner with people you least expected me to have dinner with," he said.
"huh? who would that be?, " she wondered.
"those people who only calls me when they need something if they needed me for a ride, for books to borrow...or to recruit me to become "iglesia" ---you know the two sisters," he said.
she thought he said he doesn't really like them because they just "used" him. and now he's with them? even worse, he spent dinner with them? why? she doesn't get it. he paints a black and white picture of these girls' personality and then when they are right there in front of him, it's a different color showing.
she's pissed...
she's hurt....
she felt alone.
she only wants to spend time with him on his birthday after he had spent time with his close family and friends. can't she spend time with her "guy" bestfriend? can't she have a quiet moment with her best friend like they do all the time? does he care? does he even know?
that she feels abandoned?
that she feels isolated?
that she is falling for him?
that she was me?
someday. he'll know.
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