Tuesday, March 15, 2005
MY WEDDING DATE

Joey is my old best friend [from nursing school] Elma's cousin. Joey and i knew way back in 1998. Wow, yes a long time. Joey asked me to watch movies with him all the time. And sometimes, i see him at work because he works through a nursing registry {he's also a nurse}.

well, he asked me couple days ago to go to his cousin's wedding in san diego. he asked me and annoyed me to the point i said, yes. funny because i told him that i was afraid that his relatives in san diego might think we were together [because we are not]. and then he said, "then why don't we make it real...let's be together for real." i was tongue tied and speechless for a minute. and then he told me that "he likes me..." as in..."likes me to be his girl" and my reaction? i laughed. "why me?" i asked and he said he liked me way before he even had the nerve to tell me. he liked me for all the reasons and stories that elma described me to him and for all the times i am with him and he feels that sense of comfort.

sigh. nice answer! but i told him that ia m scared and i am not ready and it's too soon and that he needs to get to know me. i like joey as a friend. he has been a wonderful " kuya" to me and elma. but i don't know ...i can't decide. funny because when i ended with han and i finally opened up my doors for dating, all of these guys are insisting to take a peek of my life and date me.

well, i'm just not ready for another relationship yet. i told han before that after him, i will lie low. i'll just be single and enjoy it. that way, there is no risk of getting hurt or gettign played upon again.

so well, i will be in san diego on the 26th of march with joey. and one more thing, elma is getting married on april 30 and joey is officially my date for elma's wedding upon his request.

well, can't tell you exactly who will i end up with. i am just enjoying's someome company right now. more yet, someone who is madly "in Like" with me.

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

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