just in case you were worried, i am STILL ALIVE.
no, let me rephrase that, i am BARELY ALIVE.
well, same excuses with school and work and social life. i am just completely busy with everything. remember my previous schedule below? well, add an hour to each of the categories. that's been my life.
ron's 'almost home.' i am scared. just too many things stresses me out lately. i miss ron terribly and yet, i do not tell him what i feel because i am afraid he would not feel the same way. i held off from expressing what i feel for him lately because we are still going through the "greatest challenge" of our relationship. when this struggle is over and ron is back on his feet, maybe then, i will feel better and all this bitterness inside me will fade away. to add to this, mom doesn't want me to be with ron....i don't know why. that's one thing, too. lately, i've been contemplating about my relationship with ron. part of me wants to go. but part of me is dying to stay. why? because, i truly love him. and yet, i am not sure if he feels the same way. i'll wait and see. i will continue to hope.
my baby sis left for college. i terribly miss her. no one bugs me everyday. right before she left, she wrtoe me a letter thnakign for being her inspiration and for always helping her. of course, i cried. although, i didn't show it to her. i knew she missed me and i knew she wanted ot cry. she's probably missing me, too. i decided not to call her. not yet. it's just, i'll get lonely even more, and i'll make it harder for her to adjust. i am just prayign she's okay.
oh...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREETINGS TO my sister kring, my cousin ai, and cousin nini. gifts will come later!
to my avid readers, thank you for letting me share my life with you. i will try my best to keep on posting. but your loyalty to read about my life is the only reason why i am keeping this blog on. thank you.
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