yesterday, i cried to ron. like the other times, it's for the same reason: i love him so much it hurts. i wish i can tell you what's going between us. but i can't. i must keep that to myself and to the peopel close to ron. it's just difficult beng away from the one you love when yopu are used to having them around everyday. funny how my mother is being so lenient with my relationship with him.
i learned to disregard and cover my ears whenever loc or my other friends discourage me of pursuing my relationship. but people who are dear and close to me advised me to "hang on" just like said. it's just everything right now is "on hold" until ron gets back. and i can't wait for that moment.
ron has been depressed the last few days. and i am, too.
i cried to him because i mised him. and we argued about something so silly. ron made me talk to hjis friend because he could nto hold his tears. i talked to steff for what it seemed like hours. he guaranteed ron loves me...and he, like me, never stopped loving me. it's just....he's away right now. he said that i inspire ron...and i give him hope and i make him smile and laugh. and though, hsteff uttered, that ron acts "too macho" or "too ghetto" professing his love for me, he is crazy about me because it's ALWAYS me he talks about.
i cried even more.
not because i am hurt...but because....i terribly missed him.
ahh....
we'll get through this, baby, we'll get through this....i am not going anywhere.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 8:07 PM
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