been gone. i know.
why?
here's an elongated explanation:
a minimum of thirty chapters a day.
12 hours of clinical hours at the hospital with carying shifts from 6:00 am to 9:00 pm.
another 6 extra hours at study labs and dealing with that mean and witchy librarian.i hate her!
6 hours straight ( no breaks) of boring lecture.
3 VERY mean, VERY strict professors and clinical instructors ( gosh, they were Vietnam War nurses!)
no talking in class..especially to my friends.
48 hours of work weekly..(with my 12 hours shifts at work..sometimes, i do 16 hours.studying up until wee hours of the night.
waking up early dawn to study some more.
no more social life.
no more shopping.
more bills to pay.
more household chores and errands to do.
i don't even get to see my friends.
i can't even call my friends.
limited time for ron ( my "peasant")
only 3 freakin' hours of sleep DAILY.
and lots of other problems ( for ex: mom does not want me to be with ron..eH. please.)
weary feet, overloaded brain, and very tired body and a lonely heart.
these have been my schedule lately.i don't even know how i am surviving it. and i just started. and i have one more year to deal with it. my gosh. i truthfully feel how it's dead. my body and mind are practically in severe fatigue. there aare days when i am just not in the mood, when i am just so occupied.
ah.
"no pain, no gain," right? i just need patience. just a little more patience. i will get through this. with perseverance and more determination, i will get through this.
so help me, Lord.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 8:20 PM
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