"baby loc," my patient was transferred to another unit of the hospital yesterday. i will not able to see him every time i am there. and he will be discharged in couple of days.

we had a long talk last about everything, about my fears of being in this relationship with ron. and loc advised me that the decisions relies on me. and he is not getting on the way. but if i need him, he will never leave me alone.

at the end of our conversation, he said, " len, if only you knew, (sighs) like that old school song by patti la belle.i can't tell you. it's just...." i bugged him what he meant. but he would not even dare tell me. so what do i do?

here:

If Only You Knew
Pati La Belle

I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times,
Until I had them memorized.
But when I get up the nerve to tell you,
the words just never seem to come out right.
Chorus:
If only you knew how much I do,
do love you. If only you knew,
how much I do, I do need you.
I dream of moments we share but your not there,
I'm living in a fantasy.
Cause you don't even suspect,
could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.
Chorus
No, you don't even suspect,
Could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.
Chorus (x2)
Oh, if, if....
in my....
love you.....
Iife....You don't know,
I say you don't know,
how much I need you sugar,
If only you knew,
how much I do,
I say you don't know that I love you,
and I'm so fond of you...I love you baby.

posted by pinay freestyle @ 8:51 AM

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