keychain

i carry my money, my driver's license, credit/debit cards and other I. D. cards in this little, baby blue, polo sport (by ralph lauren) that i got couple years ago. i don't like carrying big bulky wallets unless i'm in a formal setting. well, two days ago, the keychain with the logo "polo sport" on my coin purse broke and i have to replace it with another one unless i want to close this purse with my pinky which is hard to do as you can imagine.

so, here i went into a keychain hunt. i dug on my storage boxes, my room, my brothr long's room, my sister kring's room, my baby bro LA's room, my parent's room...just about anywhere. i found some that were fine but it was a bit big and the chain holder won't fit snugly on the purse's chain.

but first, hear this:

for several days, i have been feeling icky and distracted of the events going on in my life. i know i should be thankful because i have a wonderful family (they're irritating, sometimes, but bottom line is, though they don't show it, i know deep inside they love me dearly), my circle of friends are great and supportive, my lovelife is zero as of now but there are many fishes in the sea~just letting time chose it for me, i am doing all my best to have a fulfilling career, and i am one year away from doing so. in short, i have my whole life ahead of me and i should enjoy it. but with all these, i feel like something is missing. i feel incomplete.

it's that feeling when you soak yourself in the tub for endless hours and there's comfort and relaxation. it's that feeling of having your favortie ice cream on a hot summer day or having your a hot chicken noodle soup on a chilly winter night. it's that sense of aroma you smell while your mother cooked you a homecooked meal after eating gazillion TV dinners in the college dorm. it's that sense of semblance when you finished a calculus problem ( or any homework) that you spent hours trying to solve and figure out. it's that aura of seeing long lost friends for the first time after so many years. i want that feeling.

well, the keychain....

after what it seemed like a trillion years, i found one. it was attached to one of those little marbly, orange colored jade, chinese bracelets. so i detached it from the bracelet. i just got the silver circle chain with a one marble of jade on the center of the keychain. anxious, i connected the chain to my purse and it was perfect. it fitted snugly. i liked it.

yesterday or the other day, my sis kring borrowed a dollar from me so i told her to get my purse. i opened my precious purse with my well coveted jade emblemmed keychain. i gave her the dollar. and then, i glared at the keychain where the jade was on the center of it. on the bottom, there was some engrave word i can hardly read from apart. so i looked at it thoroughly.

it read: happiness.

i realized, that's what i've been searching for...that's what i need to complete my being.

HAPPINESS.

i promise more days of happiness.

YOUR THOUGHTS?

posted by pinay freestyle @ 3:01 PM

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