Saturday, January 05, 2002
PONDER....

::..mending qoutes for the healing <3HEART<3..::

"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before."
From Good Will Hunting

"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
LEN'S COMMENT: this is so true! i just realized it now. this is my personal favorite for "R"

"Memories are the best souvenirs."

"I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns."

"Learn to love someone who would never make you cry. If he hurts you real bad, then why don't you just say goodbye. You see, men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible so please remember that my dear."

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

"When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars."
LEN'S COMMENTL i think, bottom line is that i am assured that time heals the pain. after the pain is gone, i'll be fine.

"Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!"
LEN'S COMMENT: this is ME! yes. i would like to be remembered as brave and strong. and i am.

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you."

"Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream."

"There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime."
LEN'S COMMENT: perhaps, i like this the best out of the rest. i am glad i can look ahead and peeked back to my past with so much hope and enthusiasm for the future.

"From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart."
LEN'S COMMENT:again, for the strong woman!

"Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go."
LEN'S COMMENT: and again!

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

"No one can ever promise you they will never hurt you, because at one time or another it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

"LOVE is a risk. Sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose. Whether it's right or wrong, misery or joy, love don't have any space for mistakes--only lessons."
LEN'S COMMENT: keyword to remember: lessons.

"A change is good for me, for I must learn now how to live. With you I've spent many nights, and can no longer survive without your touch. I need to learn now how to live for myself each day, and when I learn the biggest task, I can finally call myself independent."

"There is within each and every one of us the ability to love somebody with all of our heart. And although our hearts may get broken, it is only through heartache and pain that we learn how much love we really can possess."

"Learn life's biggest lessons: love, forget and forgive."
LEN'S COMMENT: well, i've learn to love and forgive. to forget? that's too difficult for me to do. unless, i'll get amnesia of some sort. then, maybe i can forget.

"Living in the past causes you to miss out on the present. Life is too short to let it pass you by."

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MY SILENT REVERIES
writing is my passion. i created silent reveries years ago to vent out things i could not tell the world. it was my private, modern tech approach to scribbling my thoughts and emotions in a journal. in here, i can feely be who i am. i could cry my woes, i can love freely, i can grieve over a broken heart, i can celebrate the joys in my heart, i can rejoice with my accomplishments, i can tell stories of remarkable friendships and unforgettable connections i made with extraordinary people SECRETLY AND SILENTLY without worrying people might judge me. i hid under the name PINAY FREESTYLE.

but eventually, some people gained access to my secret place. so i opened my doors to them in the purpose that i could inspire them: to be better versions of themselves and to share themselves to the world. slowly, i embraced my readers as a part of my life. i welcomed the strange idea that my untold life stories and unconcealed revelations could be of help to others, to love and accept themselves as they are. and i, i came out from the animosity. i eventually became just the regular LEN - the nickname my family & friends call me.

i developed stories of love, of letting go, of falling in love all over again. i made great friendships. but if there's one thing i was particularly proud of, it was my undenying love for the LORD. i wrote and made soul searching, heart wrenching entries i entitled, "SPIRITUAL REVERIES" which you will find many here. it was my productive way to heal myself from twinge and while i am at it, i could also mend others spirits along the way and bring them back up to par with their faith and relationships with God. it has not stop there. it's still a constant journey.

and so, for as long as i can, i vowed to tell my memorable reflections,i have unmasked the hidden me. and the seeking and searching of life's meaning and purpose is not over. LIFE is a long road of discovering. and i still yet to discover many wonders of this world and satisfy my unending curiosity. but be warned. you can either love me or hate me. but i don't care. this is me: sripped and bare as i can be.

so i invite you into my chaotic unperfect world. join me in my whirlwind new travels of diving into the unknowns. let me share my life with you all over again. come in, as i tell you my SILENT REVERIES.

love,
len


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"I want to have a personal light, the glow of oneself that comes from sheer willpower, the light of someone who has made important sacrifices in the name of things I think are important."

---Paulo Coelho's "Eleven Minutes"

my name is len. people always tend to judge me without discovering who i really am. i might look intimidating, a typical shop girl, and i act like a crazy party girl on the weekend. but i actually have brains. and i own an even bigger heart. the truth is, beyond the louis vuitton bags, beyond the lavish parties, the excessive passion to travel and the desire to get to know the world, if you got to know the REAL ME, i am really just a simple girl. my only desire is to be loved for who i am.

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