bleh.
i don't know if it's the ever changing weather here in southern california, or the stresses i have been experiencing, or hmm, someone (it's probably one of my friends or my siblings' friends or is it from my cousins? grrr)gave the flu to me....that got me sick. first, i had the allergy~~i am allergic to dust. i've been sneezing constantly for the past three days and nights. but then i remember munching on shrimps, too which i am highly prohibited to eat, but i am stubborn like that and with that, i opened my windows because i was hot since my dad turned on the heater all day yesterday. so, guess what i had?i had the fever last night until the wee hours of the morning. then i started coughing...just a mild coughing yesterday and now, i feel like a cat "meowing" all night and all day long. i have been wheezing unceasingly. then i had the irking phlegm and the cough worsened overnight.
i had bronchial asthma as a child. i recalled needign any oxygen tank 24/7 just to help me breath and being in the hospital for an enermous amount of time(which i hated by the way, i am inthe medical field, but believe me, i am an annoying, non compliant patient). over the years, i have been fine but there were those casual asthma attacks like right now. i'm excessively tired. and my nights are making me weary because i have to sleep up right to get the oxygen into my lungs. know what's worse? i am all alone right now and no ones here to attend on me but Me..and myself. so even if i don't want to get up, i have to get up and make me a meal, eat it even though it had no taste or is it becuase i have no appetite? and i have to make me drink orange juice and i have to take my meds that taste like lysol. ewwwk.
wahh.
i wish i was a kid again. my dad used to tuck me in my bed and read me bed time stories. or if my nanny was here, she always made me chicken soup that had no taste but i ate it anyway. and i have to stay home all day while i watched my siblings and playmates on the streets. but everyone was nice to me at home because i was sick. and so i read my novels all day or i sleep. i can't do any of that now.
wahh.
i hate being an adult especially when i'm sick. i hate it because i need to take care of myself and get better on my own without anyones help or concern. i wanna get better soon! i need a lot of TLC (tender, loving, care) and a lot of nourishment from....
who else?
from me.
believe me, it sucks.
posted by pinay freestyle @ 4:47 PM
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