how.......
how can i explain the hut that is tearing me apart?
...like an alcohol dripping to an open wound
...like a fast bullet targetting the beating heart
...like a lightning on its first strike on my whole body
...like a child drowning in the deep ocean
...like a fire victim burning in flames
...like a wounded bird, unable to fly
...like a hungry bum wanting to eat even just one piece of grain.
...like a dying person, suffocated...longing for her last breath
i'm just a body right now without a soul.
i'm just a child wanting to be held by .........forget it.
i'm just a hopeless romantic who yearns to be loved.
i'm just a lover left by her boyfriend for unanswered reasons
i'm just a rebellious child pushed away by my own mother.
i'm just a sister who abosorbed all of my sblings miseries.
i'm just an achiever tryingo allmy might to be someone.
but how can i?
every time i try, i am stepped on. i am greeted with harsh and hurtful words. i am pushed down to the floor every time i get up.i dreamed. i have achieved.but those are worthless, because people think i am worthless.
do i think am worthless?
*sobs*
(tears rolls down)
i don't know. i'm beginning to think i am.
*cries*
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